What can be said in New Year rhymes,
That's not been said a thousand times?
The new years come, the old years go,
We know we dream, we dream we know.
We rise up laughing with the light,
We lie down weeping with the night.
We hug the world until it stings,
We curse it then and sigh for wings.
We live, we love, we woo, we wed,
We wreathe our prides, we sheet our dead.
We laugh, we weep, we hope, we fear,
And that's the burden of a year.
Happy New Year...
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Tuesday, 1 December 2009
Christmas is around the corner
Christmas is around the cornerall i want for Christmas is a pair of socks
filled with
full of unlimited $$$
full of love and happiness
At the end,
I wish you all a Merry Christmas in advance!!!
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
Dead End
When you've driven into a dead end and the only way out is back where you came from, you start to question yourself and wonder why you didn't just read the signboards properly before you made the turning. Life is very much like that, people tell you not to do it, but without thinking, you jump right into whatever you think is right at that moment, only to realize you made a mistake.
I think back to the time where my parents told me to be rational and to reason out my decisions but being the rebellious one I am, I chose my own path. After all the misery, pain and anger, I walked out and found the road back out to be even longer and darker than expected. All these feelings force me into a state of emotional paralysis as I sit here and think of a solution to it.
A long silence. I drop a coin and it brings me back to reality.
..............................
When I close my eyes, slowly, my mind drifts off to see all these events occurring simultaneously. Somehow, a faint image of you appears in front of me and I find peace in your presence. I don't know how you do what you do but what you do to me makes me a better person and for that I keep this smile on my face. :)
Where the past haunts me, I know that you'll light the road ahead of me and watch me get through this. You're such an angel and I cant be anymore grateful than I am now.
You make me smile.
I think back to the time where my parents told me to be rational and to reason out my decisions but being the rebellious one I am, I chose my own path. After all the misery, pain and anger, I walked out and found the road back out to be even longer and darker than expected. All these feelings force me into a state of emotional paralysis as I sit here and think of a solution to it.
A long silence. I drop a coin and it brings me back to reality.
..............................
When I close my eyes, slowly, my mind drifts off to see all these events occurring simultaneously. Somehow, a faint image of you appears in front of me and I find peace in your presence. I don't know how you do what you do but what you do to me makes me a better person and for that I keep this smile on my face. :)
Where the past haunts me, I know that you'll light the road ahead of me and watch me get through this. You're such an angel and I cant be anymore grateful than I am now.
You make me smile.
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
思念
思念一个人都是不动声色的，但会在许多不经意的时候露出点点滴滴的痕迹。
是夫妻、是恋人还是情人之间，不管对方在多么遥远的地方，深厚的感情还是能够把彼 此之间的距离拉近，比如在钱包里放上一张对方的照片，或者在抽屉里收藏几封对方寄来的书信，再就是把对方的礼物放在可以随时看到的地方，眼里和心里都涌动 着甜蜜和幸福。
是夫妻、是恋人还是情人之间，不管对方在多么遥远的地方，深厚的感情还是能够把彼 此之间的距离拉近，比如在钱包里放上一张对方的照片，或者在抽屉里收藏几封对方寄来的书信，再就是把对方的礼物放在可以随时看到的地方，眼里和心里都涌动 着甜蜜和幸福。
思念，是一種甜蜜的疼痛 …
思念，是一種悽楚的幸福 …
思念，令你情緒起伏 …
思念，令你徹夜難眠 …
思念，讓你嚐盡甜酸苦辣 …
思念，讓你時刻感到生存的氣息 …
無論你要為那讓你思念的人付出多少代價，
能夠有一個讓你思念的名字，其實已經是一種幸福。
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
人生是道选择题
人生是道选择题，一落地便是决定，是父母要不要这个孩子作的抉择。
一路成长便意味着一路的选择。什么时候上学，选择文理分科，报考什么大学，选择哪个专业……人生是条路，每个选择就是一个十字路口，左转，右转，还是笔直地走下去？
也许，左转遇到的是狂风，右转遇到的是暴雨，坚持笔直走下去可以看到鲜花和彩虹。但也可能事实完全不是这样。我想，人生的难处就在于此，难在未来的不可预测，难在十字路口的抉择。
有些选择可以凭直觉，有些选择却需要逻辑推断；有些需要果断，有些则需长远计；有些关乎心情，有些却关乎一生。
人生是道选择题，像试卷上的选择题一样，我们在一开始总能排除一些选项，最后要选的往往是A or B？50%的可能性，却是一个恐于轻易开口的决定。
人生是道选择题，一念天堂，一念地狱。不论多难，我们还是得勇敢地做下去！
一路成长便意味着一路的选择。什么时候上学，选择文理分科，报考什么大学，选择哪个专业……人生是条路，每个选择就是一个十字路口，左转，右转，还是笔直地走下去？
也许，左转遇到的是狂风，右转遇到的是暴雨，坚持笔直走下去可以看到鲜花和彩虹。但也可能事实完全不是这样。我想，人生的难处就在于此，难在未来的不可预测，难在十字路口的抉择。
有些选择可以凭直觉，有些选择却需要逻辑推断；有些需要果断，有些则需长远计；有些关乎心情，有些却关乎一生。
人生是道选择题，像试卷上的选择题一样，我们在一开始总能排除一些选项，最后要选的往往是A or B？50%的可能性，却是一个恐于轻易开口的决定。
人生是道选择题，一念天堂，一念地狱。不论多难，我们还是得勇敢地做下去！
Tuesday, 6 October 2009
坦然看人生
活得真累，有些时候我们会禁不住的这样感叹，那些不顺心的日子，我们也总感觉活得真烦。在寻找了千百种理由之后，当我蓦然回首曾经走过的那些岁月，我惊然的发现，其实生活赐予我的，并没有与别人有什么的不同，呈现在我视野里的生活，每个人其实都一样，不同的仅仅是我们的胸襟中缺少一份“坦然”。
当看见那些假日的钓鱼者，一大早的出门，在夕阳下却拎着空空的鱼篓回家时，一路上却留下欢声笑语。
当看见那些早出晚归的农民，在晚霞的辉映下回家时，那张写满疲倦的脸上却洋溢着朝霞一样的笑容。
当看见那些恋人在分手时，虽然脸上带着一份无奈的笑容，眼里带着一份淡淡的忧伤，但却依然潇洒的挥挥手，互道一声珍重时，不禁内心会这样的感叹，坦然真好！
突然想起来这样的一句话“天空留不下我的痕迹，但我已飞过”其实，这不就是对坦然最好的诠释。
如果失败是一种人生经历，那么这种经历却会使我们成熟，如果说一个人的成熟必须历尽沧桑的话，那么我想，沧桑就是一种美丽。
我坦然，于是我心美丽！我心美丽，于是人生跟着美丽。
坦然，是一种失意后的乐观！坦然，是沮丧时自我的一种调整。
坦然，其实就是平淡中的一份自信！坦然是一份快乐！是一种潇洒！
在人生中，许多的成败与得失，并不是我们都能预料到的，很多的事情也并不是我们都能够承担得起的，但，只要我们努力去做，求得一份付出后的坦然，其实得到的也是一种快乐！
生活里许多的人，我们是捉摸不定的，甚至防不胜防。但，我们不必去计较，更不必去埋怨，我们唯一做的是，当我们必须去面对他们的时候，同样的奉上我们的真心。以君子之心度小人之怀，那不正显示我们的博大的胸襟吗？
我曾经爱过也哭过，曾经功成名就过，也曾失败没落过。但，当我回首这一切的时候，我仍然感到骄傲，因为：我曾勇敢地面对了这一切，且光明而磊落！
假如生活给我们的只是一次又一次的挫折，一次又一次的失败，其实，这也没什么的，因为那只是命运剥夺了我们活的高贵的权利，但并没有夺走我们活的快乐和自由的权利。
没有蓝天的蔚蓝，我们可以有白云的飘逸。
没有大海的壮阔，我们可以有小溪的悠然。
没有草原的芬芳，我们可以有小草的青翠。
因为生活里是没有旁观者的，每个人都有一个属于自己的位置，每个人也都能找到一种属于自己的精彩。
坦然，会让我们的生活美丽而快乐！
朋友，就让我们的胸襟中盈盈感情坦然吧！
当看见那些假日的钓鱼者，一大早的出门，在夕阳下却拎着空空的鱼篓回家时，一路上却留下欢声笑语。
当看见那些早出晚归的农民，在晚霞的辉映下回家时，那张写满疲倦的脸上却洋溢着朝霞一样的笑容。
当看见那些恋人在分手时，虽然脸上带着一份无奈的笑容，眼里带着一份淡淡的忧伤，但却依然潇洒的挥挥手，互道一声珍重时，不禁内心会这样的感叹，坦然真好！
突然想起来这样的一句话“天空留不下我的痕迹，但我已飞过”其实，这不就是对坦然最好的诠释。
如果失败是一种人生经历，那么这种经历却会使我们成熟，如果说一个人的成熟必须历尽沧桑的话，那么我想，沧桑就是一种美丽。
我坦然，于是我心美丽！我心美丽，于是人生跟着美丽。
坦然，是一种失意后的乐观！坦然，是沮丧时自我的一种调整。
坦然，其实就是平淡中的一份自信！坦然是一份快乐！是一种潇洒！
在人生中，许多的成败与得失，并不是我们都能预料到的，很多的事情也并不是我们都能够承担得起的，但，只要我们努力去做，求得一份付出后的坦然，其实得到的也是一种快乐！
生活里许多的人，我们是捉摸不定的，甚至防不胜防。但，我们不必去计较，更不必去埋怨，我们唯一做的是，当我们必须去面对他们的时候，同样的奉上我们的真心。以君子之心度小人之怀，那不正显示我们的博大的胸襟吗？
我曾经爱过也哭过，曾经功成名就过，也曾失败没落过。但，当我回首这一切的时候，我仍然感到骄傲，因为：我曾勇敢地面对了这一切，且光明而磊落！
假如生活给我们的只是一次又一次的挫折，一次又一次的失败，其实，这也没什么的，因为那只是命运剥夺了我们活的高贵的权利，但并没有夺走我们活的快乐和自由的权利。
没有蓝天的蔚蓝，我们可以有白云的飘逸。
没有大海的壮阔，我们可以有小溪的悠然。
没有草原的芬芳，我们可以有小草的青翠。
因为生活里是没有旁观者的，每个人都有一个属于自己的位置，每个人也都能找到一种属于自己的精彩。
坦然，会让我们的生活美丽而快乐！
朋友，就让我们的胸襟中盈盈感情坦然吧！
Monday, 5 October 2009
人生就像是一场棋
人生就像是一场棋，对手则是我们身处的环境，有的人能预想十几步。乃至几十步之外，早早便做好安排；有的人只能看到几步之外，甚至走一步，算一步。与高手对招，常一步失策，满盘皆输：但是高手下棋，眼见的残局，却可能峰回路转，起死回生。
有的人下棋，落子如飞，但是常忙中有错；有些人下棋又因起初长考太多，弄得后来捉襟见肘。
有的人下棋，不到最后关头，绝不认输；有些人下棋，稍见情势不妙，就弃子投降。
棋子总是愈下愈少，人生总是愈来愈短，于是早时落错了子，后来都要加倍苦恼地应付。而棋子一个个地去了，愈是剩下的少，便愈得小心地下。赢，固然漂亮；输也要撑得久。输得少，才有些面子。
所幸者，人生的棋局，虽也是“起手无回”，观棋的人，却不必“观棋不语”，于是功力差些的人，找几个参谋，常能开创好的局面。但千万记住，观棋的参谋，也有他自己的棋局，可别只顾找人帮忙，而误了他抨上的厮杀。
如果你不知道计划未来，必是个很差的棋士；如果你没有参谋，必是很孤独的棋士；如果你因为输不起，而想翻棋盘，早早向人生告别，必是最傻的棋士。
请问：你还有多少棋子？你已有多少斩获？你是不是应该小心地，把所剩无几的棋子，放在最佳的位置。
有的人下棋，落子如飞，但是常忙中有错；有些人下棋又因起初长考太多，弄得后来捉襟见肘。
有的人下棋，不到最后关头，绝不认输；有些人下棋，稍见情势不妙，就弃子投降。
棋子总是愈下愈少，人生总是愈来愈短，于是早时落错了子，后来都要加倍苦恼地应付。而棋子一个个地去了，愈是剩下的少，便愈得小心地下。赢，固然漂亮；输也要撑得久。输得少，才有些面子。
所幸者，人生的棋局，虽也是“起手无回”，观棋的人，却不必“观棋不语”，于是功力差些的人，找几个参谋，常能开创好的局面。但千万记住，观棋的参谋，也有他自己的棋局，可别只顾找人帮忙，而误了他抨上的厮杀。
如果你不知道计划未来，必是个很差的棋士；如果你没有参谋，必是很孤独的棋士；如果你因为输不起，而想翻棋盘，早早向人生告别，必是最傻的棋士。
请问：你还有多少棋子？你已有多少斩获？你是不是应该小心地，把所剩无几的棋子，放在最佳的位置。
伤心的爱情故事
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的，
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，
人一生中也许会经历许多种爱，但千万别让爱成为一种伤害。
生活中到处都存在着缘分，缘聚缘散好像都是命中注定的事情；
有些缘分一开始就注定要失去，有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果；
爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他。
如果真诚是一种伤害，请选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害，请选则沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，请选择离开。
如果爱是一种伤害，请不要靠近。
有一种爱，明明是深爱，却表达不完美。
有一种爱，明知道要放弃，却不甘心就此离开。
有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躱不掉。
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。
男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜，女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的倾慕。
那么为什么我们总是不懂得珍惜眼前人？爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情。
如果你真的爱了，那么不要轻言放弃，即便他让你伤心了，试着去牵挂他，倾听他，让他明白你依然关爱他；如果你真的爱了，那么不要轻言放弃，即便他让你失望了，试着去包容他，让他知道你依然在乎他。
爱情真的是个很奇妙的东西，具有无穷的魔力，让人为之着迷。我坚信，爱一个人，就会爱他的所有，不会因为一些世俗的东西而改变。虽然明白，喜欢一个人并为他付出一切，也许这付出没有收获，许多故事也都是没有结局的，但是，我依然甘心付出我的努力，尽量不让他受到伤害。
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，
人一生中也许会经历许多种爱，但千万别让爱成为一种伤害。
生活中到处都存在着缘分，缘聚缘散好像都是命中注定的事情；
有些缘分一开始就注定要失去，有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果；
爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他。
如果真诚是一种伤害，请选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害，请选则沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，请选择离开。
如果爱是一种伤害，请不要靠近。
有一种爱，明明是深爱，却表达不完美。
有一种爱，明知道要放弃，却不甘心就此离开。
有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躱不掉。
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。
男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜，女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的倾慕。
那么为什么我们总是不懂得珍惜眼前人？爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情。
如果你真的爱了，那么不要轻言放弃，即便他让你伤心了，试着去牵挂他，倾听他，让他明白你依然关爱他；如果你真的爱了，那么不要轻言放弃，即便他让你失望了，试着去包容他，让他知道你依然在乎他。
爱情真的是个很奇妙的东西，具有无穷的魔力，让人为之着迷。我坚信，爱一个人，就会爱他的所有，不会因为一些世俗的东西而改变。虽然明白，喜欢一个人并为他付出一切，也许这付出没有收获，许多故事也都是没有结局的，但是，我依然甘心付出我的努力，尽量不让他受到伤害。
长大后的烦恼
长大后才发现小时候好
小时候为什么那么期盼长大呢
可能就因为想体验长大的那种生活
也许未知的未来对我们充满了好奇
但是也许你到达了那个高度
你会发现
周围满是烦恼
你并不快乐
这个也就是为什么人长大后会越来越成熟
没有童年的幼稚等等
你拥有一种东西
你就会失去原来的东西
世界上的万事万物的都是相互的
无法计算失去的多还是得到的多
不过也许这些都不重要了
活得开心
生活的快乐才是最重要的
小时候为什么那么期盼长大呢
可能就因为想体验长大的那种生活
也许未知的未来对我们充满了好奇
但是也许你到达了那个高度
你会发现
周围满是烦恼
你并不快乐
这个也就是为什么人长大后会越来越成熟
没有童年的幼稚等等
你拥有一种东西
你就会失去原来的东西
世界上的万事万物的都是相互的
无法计算失去的多还是得到的多
不过也许这些都不重要了
活得开心
生活的快乐才是最重要的
Friday, 2 October 2009
现在的自己是最幸福的？
不知道用什么样的语言来形容现在的自己，是开心还是快乐，是伤心还是难过……
但是很清楚的知道现在的生活才是我最想要的生活，因为这就是我所向往的生活即使现在我有些难过有些伤心，但是伤心总是难免的，不管怎么样都是要经历这样一个过程的，如果你不经历的话你就永远都长不大，你就会是一个永远长不大的孩子，只有经历一些才有助于我们的成长。
现在的自己已经有了自己想要的生活只是想象和现实总是有所差距的，想象的时候没有想象会遇到这么多的困难，为了自己心中的梦想一定要坚持，一定要加油哦！
现在的自己是最幸福的，是最开心的，是最真实的自己。
但是很清楚的知道现在的生活才是我最想要的生活，因为这就是我所向往的生活即使现在我有些难过有些伤心，但是伤心总是难免的，不管怎么样都是要经历这样一个过程的，如果你不经历的话你就永远都长不大，你就会是一个永远长不大的孩子，只有经历一些才有助于我们的成长。
现在的自己已经有了自己想要的生活只是想象和现实总是有所差距的，想象的时候没有想象会遇到这么多的困难，为了自己心中的梦想一定要坚持，一定要加油哦！
现在的自己是最幸福的，是最开心的，是最真实的自己。
伤心小故事
如果我不认识你，那就好了。现在我认识了你，也不知不觉的爱上了你，最后，我又不知不觉的把整个心交给了你，为了你，我相信了爱情，相信了这个世界上会有永恒。可是最终，我还是输给了爱情，输给了你。
你离开了我，我的心离不开你，你就狠心的把我的心从你手中抛弃，你知不知道？现在外面在下着雨，我的心被你拒之门外，失去了你的温暖。我体验到了那个词：心如刀割。我的爱情剩下一片空白。
当我知道你不爱我的时候，我的世界开始下雨。我早就想告诉你，我的世界没有你将会狂风暴雨，可是这句话还没有来得急说出口，你就离开了我。
你不再关心我了，也不再在乎我了。我突然觉得自己以前好虚伪，总是一次又一次的掩盖自己对你的爱，现在，我把这种爱表达了出来，你却已在别人的怀抱。我很难过，体验到了心碎的感觉，而这种痛，要我去对谁说好呢？
以前的我，总是很骄傲，总是觉得你爱我比我爱你深，总是认为你无论如何都不会离开我，因为你离不开我。现在的我，怀着一种渴望的心情等待你能回到我身边，但这一切都是我在为自己找坚强的理由。爱不是我想要得到就可以得到的。我渐渐的开始讨厌自己的骄傲，讨厌你的诺言。
你给我的始终是一种不一样的感觉，我无法分辨这种感觉，所以，我迷路了。不知道自己该怎么办才好，失去了你。我发现我连站都站不稳了，我不再奢求你回到我身边，因为，我有自尊心，我不会因为爱你而放弃自己的自尊。我决定以后无论如何都不为任何人动心，在你面前我会掩盖脆弱，掩盖眼泪，掩盖伤感，掩盖对你的爱。这样，所有的人都会忘记我爱你，因为我是一个多愁善感的男孩，如果禁受了这样大的挫折，我可能不流泪哭泣吗？我要为了你，为了自己，改变自己，面对感情我要坚强。
今后，我会记住，诺言全是谎言，不可轻信。
你离开了我，我的心离不开你，你就狠心的把我的心从你手中抛弃，你知不知道？现在外面在下着雨，我的心被你拒之门外，失去了你的温暖。我体验到了那个词：心如刀割。我的爱情剩下一片空白。
当我知道你不爱我的时候，我的世界开始下雨。我早就想告诉你，我的世界没有你将会狂风暴雨，可是这句话还没有来得急说出口，你就离开了我。
你不再关心我了，也不再在乎我了。我突然觉得自己以前好虚伪，总是一次又一次的掩盖自己对你的爱，现在，我把这种爱表达了出来，你却已在别人的怀抱。我很难过，体验到了心碎的感觉，而这种痛，要我去对谁说好呢？
以前的我，总是很骄傲，总是觉得你爱我比我爱你深，总是认为你无论如何都不会离开我，因为你离不开我。现在的我，怀着一种渴望的心情等待你能回到我身边，但这一切都是我在为自己找坚强的理由。爱不是我想要得到就可以得到的。我渐渐的开始讨厌自己的骄傲，讨厌你的诺言。
你给我的始终是一种不一样的感觉，我无法分辨这种感觉，所以，我迷路了。不知道自己该怎么办才好，失去了你。我发现我连站都站不稳了，我不再奢求你回到我身边，因为，我有自尊心，我不会因为爱你而放弃自己的自尊。我决定以后无论如何都不为任何人动心，在你面前我会掩盖脆弱，掩盖眼泪，掩盖伤感，掩盖对你的爱。这样，所有的人都会忘记我爱你，因为我是一个多愁善感的男孩，如果禁受了这样大的挫折，我可能不流泪哭泣吗？我要为了你，为了自己，改变自己，面对感情我要坚强。
今后，我会记住，诺言全是谎言，不可轻信。
夜很深，很静。
夜很深，很静。
突然，心里空落落的。想不起任何人和事，寂静是最好的朋友。难道我老了吗？不是吧？！
最近很忙，忙得不知道白天黑夜，很累，不知所谓的忙，也突然不知所谓的突然醒来，也经常一夜未眠……每天生活都在重复着，感觉无聊，空空荡荡……
从开始到现在，人慢慢的长大，我也许一直一个人……一个人的思路，孤军奋战，让我继续静静享受吧……音乐伴着美酒……苦涩却又不失色……也许每个人都需要去找寻属于自己的痕迹，去找到自我，找到幸福，找到希望……想到了往事，想到了那些人。很没意思。
从前我不敢去那些些路、那些店、那些……那些有过美好回忆的地方，我一直在逃避，因为我不想心更加疼。
每天重复的那条路，每天必经，每天必看，也会想起那些快乐的日子……但是我还是在逃避，不敢走过去，也不敢再往里面走，还是心会更痛，我不知道，我不知道自己释怀没有！虽然我不去幻想，只是祭奠。
曾经朋友硬拉着我去那条街，我翻了脸的没有去，因为我怕，怕那种物是人非的感觉，我一直在逃避，那条街，感觉好漫长，看着街边的商铺，看着来来往往的人，看着远方，我想到了那些事，那几天的一切历历在目……我似乎在期待什么，又似乎畏惧什么，我说不清楚……
短短人生这几十年，对于我来说，好似过了好久好久，这样的一个男人，房子、车子、票子、位子、妻子和儿子，似乎没有缺憾，只是很不自然，还想要什么？想要的到底是什么？真的不知道。酩酊大醉的胡言乱语，活人真TMD累啊……我走到街口的时候，向后回望，看着我的过去渐渐远去……
我今天勇气不知道从何而来，也许我懂了什么，也许我看透了什么……生活给了我勇气，让我正视从前，我不知道有了现在的新生活，还在这里祭奠从前是否合适，但我觉得这里只是祭奠我死去爱情，在这里只有过去的死去的我的爱情和思想，自己残存的对爱情的奢望……所以我可以放心的畅所欲言。
突然，心里空落落的。想不起任何人和事，寂静是最好的朋友。难道我老了吗？不是吧？！
最近很忙，忙得不知道白天黑夜，很累，不知所谓的忙，也突然不知所谓的突然醒来，也经常一夜未眠……每天生活都在重复着，感觉无聊，空空荡荡……
从开始到现在，人慢慢的长大，我也许一直一个人……一个人的思路，孤军奋战，让我继续静静享受吧……音乐伴着美酒……苦涩却又不失色……也许每个人都需要去找寻属于自己的痕迹，去找到自我，找到幸福，找到希望……想到了往事，想到了那些人。很没意思。
从前我不敢去那些些路、那些店、那些……那些有过美好回忆的地方，我一直在逃避，因为我不想心更加疼。
每天重复的那条路，每天必经，每天必看，也会想起那些快乐的日子……但是我还是在逃避，不敢走过去，也不敢再往里面走，还是心会更痛，我不知道，我不知道自己释怀没有！虽然我不去幻想，只是祭奠。
曾经朋友硬拉着我去那条街，我翻了脸的没有去，因为我怕，怕那种物是人非的感觉，我一直在逃避，那条街，感觉好漫长，看着街边的商铺，看着来来往往的人，看着远方，我想到了那些事，那几天的一切历历在目……我似乎在期待什么，又似乎畏惧什么，我说不清楚……
短短人生这几十年，对于我来说，好似过了好久好久，这样的一个男人，房子、车子、票子、位子、妻子和儿子，似乎没有缺憾，只是很不自然，还想要什么？想要的到底是什么？真的不知道。酩酊大醉的胡言乱语，活人真TMD累啊……我走到街口的时候，向后回望，看着我的过去渐渐远去……
我今天勇气不知道从何而来，也许我懂了什么，也许我看透了什么……生活给了我勇气，让我正视从前，我不知道有了现在的新生活，还在这里祭奠从前是否合适，但我觉得这里只是祭奠我死去爱情，在这里只有过去的死去的我的爱情和思想，自己残存的对爱情的奢望……所以我可以放心的畅所欲言。
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
I was wondering...
I was wondering why everybody asking me when gonna accept a new relationship nowadays?
Oh man, I ain't that hunger on this! And getting nasty on this Question!
I don't purposely looking for it and I believes when its right timing, the right girl will appear in front of my sight. Don't you all agree on this?
What can I do while waiting the right timing and right girl is make myself more stable in financial and career first. Instead of keep thinking when i can get a girlfriend and Since my look isn't that good as those girl's dreaming "handsome prince". (>_< )
My Daddy also asking friends to intro some girls for his son... -.-"
Oh my god...He was afraid I'll not getting into a relationship again after the incident?
Now I know I got a Very Cute Daddy... lolz...
Oh my Oh my.... Daddy, I always believe fate and destiny in my life.
Oh man, I ain't that hunger on this! And getting nasty on this Question!
I don't purposely looking for it and I believes when its right timing, the right girl will appear in front of my sight. Don't you all agree on this?
What can I do while waiting the right timing and right girl is make myself more stable in financial and career first. Instead of keep thinking when i can get a girlfriend and Since my look isn't that good as those girl's dreaming "handsome prince". (>_< )
My Daddy also asking friends to intro some girls for his son... -.-"
Oh my god...He was afraid I'll not getting into a relationship again after the incident?
Now I know I got a Very Cute Daddy... lolz...
Oh my Oh my.... Daddy, I always believe fate and destiny in my life.
Saturday, 5 September 2009
Fake it till you make it
When you've cried so much and there are no more tears left to cry, when your heart is heavy and you feel that you cant go on, when you're hurting but no one can heal that pain inside you, smile and be happy. Put on that mask and show the world that everything is going to be ok and that nothing can or will upset you. Even when you know it's all just a show, the world is now your stage and you step foot on stage just to put on performance everyday. Just to make it feel a little bit better each passing miserable day. Eventually, you'll learn that you will need to fake it til you make it. And so the show begins...
Friday, 4 September 2009
无题
昨晚，我去了Kepong的Station One。
晚上的我是很少出门的。。。
出门是因为又接到了一个“红炸弹”。
这一年里，朋友一个一个的结婚了。。。
为他们感到安慰。。。但也为自己的心插了一刀。
原以为坚强的我会完完全全的忘了，但事实上，。。。。
我还记得事情发生了几个月后。。。参加了几个结婚晚宴。
还没去时还没觉得怎样，去到了后。。。
心里会控制不了的出现隐隐的悲伤，
会自动回想起自己之前期待的美好回忆。
心累了，泪水也在眼眶内旋转。。。
我发现我太不了解我自己了。。。自己的心也捉摸不了！
兜兜转转的我好像还是在原点。。。
有时候，觉得自己好失败。。。
我不能埋怨什么。。。也不能消沉。
因为，我的背后还有一个家等我去撑。
现在的我，每天都给自己打强心针。。。
昨晚又是失眠的夜晚，以为会想很多！
但，我的脑袋是空空的。。。
就好像在一个无底的洞穴，什么也见不到。。。
晚上的我是很少出门的。。。
出门是因为又接到了一个“红炸弹”。
这一年里，朋友一个一个的结婚了。。。
为他们感到安慰。。。但也为自己的心插了一刀。
原以为坚强的我会完完全全的忘了，但事实上，。。。。
我还记得事情发生了几个月后。。。参加了几个结婚晚宴。
还没去时还没觉得怎样，去到了后。。。
心里会控制不了的出现隐隐的悲伤，
会自动回想起自己之前期待的美好回忆。
心累了，泪水也在眼眶内旋转。。。
我发现我太不了解我自己了。。。自己的心也捉摸不了！
兜兜转转的我好像还是在原点。。。
有时候，觉得自己好失败。。。
我不能埋怨什么。。。也不能消沉。
因为，我的背后还有一个家等我去撑。
现在的我，每天都给自己打强心针。。。
昨晚又是失眠的夜晚，以为会想很多！
但，我的脑袋是空空的。。。
就好像在一个无底的洞穴，什么也见不到。。。
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
废话一篓篓
近来，所过的生活觉得好乏味。。。
人嘛。。。老是那么的矛盾。。。
当有人找你出去时，就觉得懒惰驾车还是外出等等的借口。。。
当没人找你时，就觉得日子过的好闷啊。。。
那种讨厌的感觉老是缠着我！我发觉我真的变了好多，好多。。。
从一个每天脸上都带有笑容的我，变成了苦口苦脸的。。。
面无脸色。。就好比撞见了鬼一样。。。
脑子里没有了什么幻想，就一片空白的。。。
只知道每天的重复那些熟悉的动作；如工作，吃饭，看电视，上线等。。。
回想起读书的时代，好恨自己为什么当初不认真？！
书是读完了。。但是呢？！既然一点用处都没有！
时间，金钱给赔上了。。。可悲！
当初选择IT的我。。。今天从事Sales。。。
俗语说：女人怕嫁错郎，男人怕入错行!
至于，这句话。。。我没什么好说。。。就怪当初的我为何会选了IT。。。其实，那只是当初的兴趣。
当我毕业了，就觉得我并不是很喜欢。。。
毕业了。。。
我选了Sales。。。因为，可以看得见钱？！朋友，一份耕耘一份搜获。。。没努力可是看不到的！
还好，Sales的行业让我认识了挺多的人。。。学的也好多，看得也好多。。。挑战性一流。。。
其实，我觉得好对不起我的父母。。。
劳心劳力的供我读完书而我却选了一份和我读书没关系的行业。。。
每次回到了家乡见到了他们就说不出什么话来了。。。只是一味的沉默。
沉默对我来说是家常便饭。。。搞得父母都担心了。。。他们都觉得我心里有好多好多的烦恼，但是并不肯说出来。。。
对！我心里有好多好多的烦恼。。。好纳闷！
人嘛。。要面对生老病死，喜怒哀乐。。。
有好多好多的话在心里。。。但是说出来有何用呢？
还是凡是都看开点好。。。
不然，怎样度过一个漫长的人生呢？
人嘛。。。老是那么的矛盾。。。
当有人找你出去时，就觉得懒惰驾车还是外出等等的借口。。。
当没人找你时，就觉得日子过的好闷啊。。。
那种讨厌的感觉老是缠着我！我发觉我真的变了好多，好多。。。
从一个每天脸上都带有笑容的我，变成了苦口苦脸的。。。
面无脸色。。就好比撞见了鬼一样。。。
脑子里没有了什么幻想，就一片空白的。。。
只知道每天的重复那些熟悉的动作；如工作，吃饭，看电视，上线等。。。
回想起读书的时代，好恨自己为什么当初不认真？！
书是读完了。。但是呢？！既然一点用处都没有！
时间，金钱给赔上了。。。可悲！
当初选择IT的我。。。今天从事Sales。。。
俗语说：女人怕嫁错郎，男人怕入错行!
至于，这句话。。。我没什么好说。。。就怪当初的我为何会选了IT。。。其实，那只是当初的兴趣。
当我毕业了，就觉得我并不是很喜欢。。。
毕业了。。。
我选了Sales。。。因为，可以看得见钱？！朋友，一份耕耘一份搜获。。。没努力可是看不到的！
还好，Sales的行业让我认识了挺多的人。。。学的也好多，看得也好多。。。挑战性一流。。。
其实，我觉得好对不起我的父母。。。
劳心劳力的供我读完书而我却选了一份和我读书没关系的行业。。。
每次回到了家乡见到了他们就说不出什么话来了。。。只是一味的沉默。
沉默对我来说是家常便饭。。。搞得父母都担心了。。。他们都觉得我心里有好多好多的烦恼，但是并不肯说出来。。。
对！我心里有好多好多的烦恼。。。好纳闷！
人嘛。。要面对生老病死，喜怒哀乐。。。
有好多好多的话在心里。。。但是说出来有何用呢？
还是凡是都看开点好。。。
不然，怎样度过一个漫长的人生呢？
Monday, 24 August 2009
感触
有人问，
一个人生活不闷吗？
一个人不寂寞吗？
为什么不要找个女朋友呢？
我觉得既然自己没有心里准备还是不要浪费大家的时间吧。。。
不是我不想被一个人看着，而是我觉得既然我的心放不了在感情上，为何还要让大家辛苦？
我承认有时候我真的好寂寞。。。一个人吃饭，一个人躲在家里看戏，一个人出外走走。。。
但是，我倒觉得一个人的不需要顾虑到什么。好比如说：要吃什么？看什么戏？去那里shopping的。
一个人要吃什么就吃什么，要看什么戏就看什么，去哪就去哪。。不需要顾虑到身边的。。。
或许，有人认为我还放不下以前的她。。。放不下已经发生的事情。。。都快要一年了！
我并没什么放不下的，只是觉得感情这个东西我还不太了解。。。我承认事情的发生真的好像站在高处的我跌下了万丈深渊，跌到了谷底连一线的光也看不见。。。它让我好害怕，好害怕！
我会羡慕当看见一对情侣恩爱的牵着小手。。但是我认为寂寞的我还是寂寞的生活吧。。。感情游戏我还玩不起，也觉得好累。。。
一个人生活不闷吗？
一个人不寂寞吗？
为什么不要找个女朋友呢？
我觉得既然自己没有心里准备还是不要浪费大家的时间吧。。。
不是我不想被一个人看着，而是我觉得既然我的心放不了在感情上，为何还要让大家辛苦？
我承认有时候我真的好寂寞。。。一个人吃饭，一个人躲在家里看戏，一个人出外走走。。。
但是，我倒觉得一个人的不需要顾虑到什么。好比如说：要吃什么？看什么戏？去那里shopping的。
一个人要吃什么就吃什么，要看什么戏就看什么，去哪就去哪。。不需要顾虑到身边的。。。
或许，有人认为我还放不下以前的她。。。放不下已经发生的事情。。。都快要一年了！
我并没什么放不下的，只是觉得感情这个东西我还不太了解。。。我承认事情的发生真的好像站在高处的我跌下了万丈深渊，跌到了谷底连一线的光也看不见。。。它让我好害怕，好害怕！
我会羡慕当看见一对情侣恩爱的牵着小手。。但是我认为寂寞的我还是寂寞的生活吧。。。感情游戏我还玩不起，也觉得好累。。。
Monday, 17 August 2009
双子座的背影
总是很难从他们的神色辨别喜怒哀怨，似乎早就带上了一层面具，笼罩着，许多年。
成了生命的一部分，摘不下来，他们其实是无害的，却也总是假情假意的，根本失去了真诚的可能。
也许，唯一还有迹可循的，就是背影。
只可惜，生命中的那些背影，渐渐淡了，渐渐散了。
只留下一个伫立窗前的背影，没有快乐，凝视窗外的背影，更是永远悲伤。
分不开的悲伤，分不开的背影，也是分不开的人。
双子太虚伪或者太傻，头也不回地离开，没有任何表情，甚至残忍的微笑着离开，却留给别人一个意味深长的背影。
遗忘了彼此，却还有血色残阳映照的影子。
成了生命的一部分，摘不下来，他们其实是无害的，却也总是假情假意的，根本失去了真诚的可能。
也许，唯一还有迹可循的，就是背影。
只可惜，生命中的那些背影，渐渐淡了，渐渐散了。
只留下一个伫立窗前的背影，没有快乐，凝视窗外的背影，更是永远悲伤。
分不开的悲伤，分不开的背影，也是分不开的人。
双子太虚伪或者太傻，头也不回地离开，没有任何表情，甚至残忍的微笑着离开，却留给别人一个意味深长的背影。
遗忘了彼此，却还有血色残阳映照的影子。
Monday, 10 August 2009
如果选错了,还有没有回头路?
如果选错了，还有没有回头路？
我相信大家都会问过自己，对吗？
有人说，当然可以！没有所谓的太迟，错了就改！
有人说，有！可以 U - Turn！
你们认为对吗？
但是也有人说，人生没有Take 2，错了就没得回头！
你们认为呢？
我认为，错了就是错了！要积极地面对。没有所谓的回头路，人生只有向前走，没有人可以往后退！Wrong is wrong, when thing get broken there will be a crack, even how you stick it back, the crack won't be disappear, cannot turn back to original condition. What can we do is think wisely before we do any decision to prevent the mistake.
我相信大家都会问过自己，对吗？
有人说，当然可以！没有所谓的太迟，错了就改！
有人说，有！可以 U - Turn！
你们认为对吗？
但是也有人说，人生没有Take 2，错了就没得回头！
你们认为呢？
我认为，错了就是错了！要积极地面对。没有所谓的回头路，人生只有向前走，没有人可以往后退！Wrong is wrong, when thing get broken there will be a crack, even how you stick it back, the crack won't be disappear, cannot turn back to original condition. What can we do is think wisely before we do any decision to prevent the mistake.
Sunday, 9 August 2009
Missing my day
What a long time I didn't go for clubbing already...
What a poor Desmond, No one invite him.
Anyway Is good also..less alcohol and save money!
Teh Tarik time also no more recently....Always work, stay home and sleep... no more outing...
It also tell, I'm getting less and less friends in my life...
Nah... friendship thing always that bad for me to handle...
LoL....
What a poor Desmond, No one invite him.
Anyway Is good also..less alcohol and save money!
Teh Tarik time also no more recently....Always work, stay home and sleep... no more outing...
It also tell, I'm getting less and less friends in my life...
Nah... friendship thing always that bad for me to handle...
LoL....
After some days
Updating my blog is getting less recently, due to no topic in my head xD
Got a good rest on this weekends. Thinking how to do well on my work, and also thinking why so long the bank still haven't come back to me about the loan for my new car?
almost 1 month already -.-" I wonder this kind of services can survive in this trade zone?
Nah... don't care, as long as the loan can be done before the car arrive and I can save more money since they give lower interest rate.
cheer :P
p/s: 无所事事，无无聊聊，过了一天。。。。
Got a good rest on this weekends. Thinking how to do well on my work, and also thinking why so long the bank still haven't come back to me about the loan for my new car?
almost 1 month already -.-" I wonder this kind of services can survive in this trade zone?
Nah... don't care, as long as the loan can be done before the car arrive and I can save more money since they give lower interest rate.
cheer :P
p/s: 无所事事，无无聊聊，过了一天。。。。
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
I'm a Free Man
Just back from Duta High Court to settle off my case.
Finally, the whole process is done for my case and I here to proud announce " I'm a Free Man ".
Anyway, My title is single again, because the case called " Pembatalan Perkahwinan ".
Thanks god.. Finally, I settled this case taken around 10 months.
Thanks to her to dump me away and gave me such an experience!
Finally, the whole process is done for my case and I here to proud announce " I'm a Free Man ".
Anyway, My title is single again, because the case called " Pembatalan Perkahwinan ".
Thanks god.. Finally, I settled this case taken around 10 months.
Thanks to her to dump me away and gave me such an experience!
Thursday, 30 July 2009
Land of The Lost
Watched this movie last night. Yeah it's kinna lame movie!
This movie are hilarious and totally lame with some stupid and exaggarated CG but then it did made the audiences laugh like hell.
Totally agree what Joshua (my friend) said from his blog.
Totally agree what Joshua (my friend) said from his blog.
Rate: 6/10 Still can tahan la...
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
Untitled
Why so much of people around me is upset on their life recently?
They are having problem on Career, Money and Relationship.
I only can say... this is so called "LIFE"
We learned how to handle the problems and a happy ending is awaiting you.
Road of life is up and down but I believe a smoother road at behind.
Just tell yourself what you want actually then just follow and focus what you want.
Keep thinking of negative issues can never help you to solve the problem.
Sometimes, you have to sacrifice things to achieve your target. But, think it twice whether is worth for you to do so. If is yes, then have to let go and go achieve your target.
Myself also gone through many problems, and I still don't see my smoother way, but I believe sure I can get what I wanted in my life. I don't care whether it comes faster or later. As long as I did it!
cheer...
They are having problem on Career, Money and Relationship.
I only can say... this is so called "LIFE"
We learned how to handle the problems and a happy ending is awaiting you.
Road of life is up and down but I believe a smoother road at behind.
Just tell yourself what you want actually then just follow and focus what you want.
Keep thinking of negative issues can never help you to solve the problem.
Sometimes, you have to sacrifice things to achieve your target. But, think it twice whether is worth for you to do so. If is yes, then have to let go and go achieve your target.
Myself also gone through many problems, and I still don't see my smoother way, but I believe sure I can get what I wanted in my life. I don't care whether it comes faster or later. As long as I did it!
cheer...
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
Movie Time
The Taking of PELHAM 123
Land of The Lost
This 2 movies were released on June but I still yet to watch!
Who are interested to watch this 2 movies with me?
Don't know when this 2 movies will inactive in cinema?!
- Untitled -
Back from kota bharu few days ago and sorry for no picture due to busy all the time over there.
I got flu and not feeling well for 1 week already. Yet to cure. So suffering on running nose.
Quite some times didn't hang out with friends for teh tarik, outing. I missed the day.
And also didn't contact with them for couple of day, week or month? LoLz...
So sorry to all my friends. You all can give me a ring or sms me to date me out and I'll make a free time for you all xD
Just read a friend's blog. She looked sad on her relationship. Eventhought the relationship is end. Try not to be so sad...there is a billion of tree is waiting you. Take some rest or go somewhere to hang out to forget the passed and remember YOU are not ALoNe!
god bless you and we will wish for you. cheer...
I got flu and not feeling well for 1 week already. Yet to cure. So suffering on running nose.
Quite some times didn't hang out with friends for teh tarik, outing. I missed the day.
And also didn't contact with them for couple of day, week or month? LoLz...
So sorry to all my friends. You all can give me a ring or sms me to date me out and I'll make a free time for you all xD
Just read a friend's blog. She looked sad on her relationship. Eventhought the relationship is end. Try not to be so sad...there is a billion of tree is waiting you. Take some rest or go somewhere to hang out to forget the passed and remember YOU are not ALoNe!
god bless you and we will wish for you. cheer...
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
A Business Trip to Kelantan (Kota Bharu)
Phew... luckily I did not get into sick.
Just met a media company regarding my marketing plan and hopefully can get a good quotation from them in order to let me run my show. xD
Anyway, I'll be going to Kota Bharu on tomorrow morning.
By Flight or Car?
Of course is car! Due to bring some stuffs over there for my distributor and I need to bring a technician over as well for final stage of checking systems. My distributor's customer having a grant opening by coming saturday. So i have to go there for a visit and train them of how to use the products from my company.
Oh man, Is going to be a 8 hours drive -.-" I'll fall asleep while driving!
Anyhow, I would like to go over since I never been there. Just treat it like a travel will do. Since I just need to do some simply tasks.
Oh Well, sure I'll take some pictures over there.
Departure From K.L - 09.00am 22/7/09 Thursday
Arrived to K.L - Approximately 21.00pm/22.00pm 25/7/09 Saturday
Stay Tuned...
Just met a media company regarding my marketing plan and hopefully can get a good quotation from them in order to let me run my show. xD
Anyway, I'll be going to Kota Bharu on tomorrow morning.
By Flight or Car?
Of course is car! Due to bring some stuffs over there for my distributor and I need to bring a technician over as well for final stage of checking systems. My distributor's customer having a grant opening by coming saturday. So i have to go there for a visit and train them of how to use the products from my company.
Oh man, Is going to be a 8 hours drive -.-" I'll fall asleep while driving!
Anyhow, I would like to go over since I never been there. Just treat it like a travel will do. Since I just need to do some simply tasks.
Oh Well, sure I'll take some pictures over there.
Departure From K.L - 09.00am 22/7/09 Thursday
Arrived to K.L - Approximately 21.00pm/22.00pm 25/7/09 Saturday
Stay Tuned...
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
Busy and going to sick
I was joined a new company in July.
My task is actually what previous business development manager did last time.
but my post is not a manager, how sad :(
Recently was busy on how to grow the products business. What I need to do is have to write a marketing plan to my general manager. I'm still figure out the plan to grow. I met few existing distributors, and some potential clients to grow up the business and I have to firm up a new department/team to run the show.
Anyway, hope that I can get it done smoothly and get a good result.
I got a serious flu today.. will it be H1N1?
Why I said H1N1? Because I was with my europe boss the whole week for the meeting, lunch and dinner. He back to his country last friday. H1N1 cases happened a lot in europe countries. My europe boss said one of his colleague got H1N1.
I have to quarantine myself for a week?
Hell no.. I still got a mountain of works to get it done!!!
My task is actually what previous business development manager did last time.
but my post is not a manager, how sad :(
Recently was busy on how to grow the products business. What I need to do is have to write a marketing plan to my general manager. I'm still figure out the plan to grow. I met few existing distributors, and some potential clients to grow up the business and I have to firm up a new department/team to run the show.
Anyway, hope that I can get it done smoothly and get a good result.
I got a serious flu today.. will it be H1N1?
Why I said H1N1? Because I was with my europe boss the whole week for the meeting, lunch and dinner. He back to his country last friday. H1N1 cases happened a lot in europe countries. My europe boss said one of his colleague got H1N1.
I have to quarantine myself for a week?
Hell no.. I still got a mountain of works to get it done!!!
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
发福了！！！
惨了!最近的我开始发福了！！！
难道，我这么得快要中年发福了吗？！
天啊。。别这么的对我！
小肚腩出来了~
今早看了The Star，看见了给男生减肚腩的广告。。RM1699 （25个疗程）
心动了一下下。。但是，好贵酱。。不舍得叻。。。
今早照着镜子，看见发福的我。。好无奈。。。是时候要检讨自己的饮食了，还要KEEP FIT了！
努力！ 每个周末要早起晨运！每晚要做SIT UP！
P/s:我看又是3分钟热度。。。嘻嘻。。。:P 没办法，这就是我！哈哈哈。。。*无聊*
难道，我这么得快要中年发福了吗？！
天啊。。别这么的对我！
小肚腩出来了~
今早看了The Star，看见了给男生减肚腩的广告。。RM1699 （25个疗程）
心动了一下下。。但是，好贵酱。。不舍得叻。。。
今早照着镜子，看见发福的我。。好无奈。。。是时候要检讨自己的饮食了，还要KEEP FIT了！
努力！ 每个周末要早起晨运！每晚要做SIT UP！
P/s:我看又是3分钟热度。。。嘻嘻。。。:P 没办法，这就是我！哈哈哈。。。*无聊*
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
期望 渴望 盼望
人生出来就是走下这3个望。
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点点滴滴在心头~
谁都期望自己本是千万富翁，
但回归现实中，还是穷小子，
渴望一生中出现他心中想爱的女人，
但往往一生中他的老婆就不是那个女人，
盼望有生以来能完成他的梦想，
哪知道那个梦想是梦幻而难以实现的梦。
你们说是吗？
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点点滴滴在心头~
谁都期望自己本是千万富翁，
但回归现实中，还是穷小子，
渴望一生中出现他心中想爱的女人，
但往往一生中他的老婆就不是那个女人，
盼望有生以来能完成他的梦想，
哪知道那个梦想是梦幻而难以实现的梦。
你们说是吗？
Orphans and Olders
I was joined a organization recently which helps those orphans and olders in all over the world.
Sometimes we did complained why my life so suck! no money and bla bla bla...
But we are actually very lucky if compare with them.
We still can earn money by our own hands and do have parents to grow us. But orphans need money for their meals and studies and olders need money for meals.
Please do help them if you think you are afordable. Amount is not an issue... 1 dollar will do, Many a little makes a mickle!
You can direct go over the organization for donations and beware of scammer!
Sometimes we did complained why my life so suck! no money and bla bla bla...
But we are actually very lucky if compare with them.
We still can earn money by our own hands and do have parents to grow us. But orphans need money for their meals and studies and olders need money for meals.
Please do help them if you think you are afordable. Amount is not an issue... 1 dollar will do, Many a little makes a mickle!
You can direct go over the organization for donations and beware of scammer!
Heart's Words...
Felt my life is so boring recently...
Woke up from sleep, Prepared and went to work, Breakfast at office area, Work, Lunch, Work, Back Home, Shower, Dinner, Drama/TV series, Online, Sleep.
Repeat and repeat again.
Weekends time is just doesn't need to work but still hiding at home and almost did the same thing for weekdays.
I found that my life is getting dry, don't know why? Maybe I'm started to feel i'm old already xD
Maybe is too much stories happened in my life, and it changed me - the actual "Desmond" no longer is himself.
Wearing a mask to face the world is surely NEEDED in order to survive. Damn! I'm tired!!!
From now on, what in my mind is money, money and MONEY!
I'm not a money eyes person. I just want to get back what I lost in 2008.
About Relationship, Not dare to think at the moment, Step by Step to see...like what chinese said "走一步，看一步"
p/S: for those new readers, who don't know what stories I'm faced before, kindly read my previous post from A - Z then you'll be on the track.
Woke up from sleep, Prepared and went to work, Breakfast at office area, Work, Lunch, Work, Back Home, Shower, Dinner, Drama/TV series, Online, Sleep.
Repeat and repeat again.
Weekends time is just doesn't need to work but still hiding at home and almost did the same thing for weekdays.
I found that my life is getting dry, don't know why? Maybe I'm started to feel i'm old already xD
Maybe is too much stories happened in my life, and it changed me - the actual "Desmond" no longer is himself.
Wearing a mask to face the world is surely NEEDED in order to survive. Damn! I'm tired!!!
From now on, what in my mind is money, money and MONEY!
I'm not a money eyes person. I just want to get back what I lost in 2008.
About Relationship, Not dare to think at the moment, Step by Step to see...like what chinese said "走一步，看一步"
p/S: for those new readers, who don't know what stories I'm faced before, kindly read my previous post from A - Z then you'll be on the track.
Monday, 13 July 2009
奋斗吧！
能解決的事，不必去擔心；
不能解決的事，擔心也沒用。
在順境中感恩、在逆境中依舊心存喜樂 。。。
累了，就把心事放下來。。。
執著的人生～會讓自己承擔莫需有的重擔。
學習放下執著～也就在學習人生自在。
大家，努力奋斗吧！
不能解決的事，擔心也沒用。
在順境中感恩、在逆境中依舊心存喜樂 。。。
累了，就把心事放下來。。。
執著的人生～會讓自己承擔莫需有的重擔。
學習放下執著～也就在學習人生自在。
大家，努力奋斗吧！
Wednesday, 8 July 2009
心情路程
发现每个人的心都是自私的，
需要你的时候才呼唤您而来，
但不需用到的时候当做透明。
人的认知也有待考验，说的话只有30%能进，剩下的当作参考。
有时候1个故事从同个公司竟能有好多版本。
人心也有待续考验中，但自己最重要是学越多越好。
所以自己自爱远比考验重要，可是平衡点很难抓摸。
只好望天而倒行！
需要你的时候才呼唤您而来，
但不需用到的时候当做透明。
人的认知也有待考验，说的话只有30%能进，剩下的当作参考。
有时候1个故事从同个公司竟能有好多版本。
人心也有待续考验中，但自己最重要是学越多越好。
所以自己自爱远比考验重要，可是平衡点很难抓摸。
只好望天而倒行！
Tuesday, 7 July 2009
人性的区别
人分为5大类；
普通人，过的去的人，中等的人，高尚人，特别的人，
一生必然会碰到这5种人，
而要怎么变成其中一种人，
去面对另外一种人，
是要看你生活方式要成为那种人。
人没有完美而有个人的生活方式，
好比普通人-一生就平平凡凡的度过。
过得去的人-就生活好一点点就可以渡过。
中等的人- 生活比较不上不下在平衡点中。
高尚人- 5C都要齐+钱多到不行才是。
特别的人- 一生就几个特别的人才能扭转乾坤-改变历史以换代。
想清楚那种人您想踏下去就不要再埋怨另外一种人。
这就是命说的，选择了就不可以后悔！
人生没take 2！
就是有1次！
各位,
这就是事实和现实的社会, 面对总比逃避来的好.
看太多毕竟累了，心也累了，时间也浪费了！
对抗炎热的天气！！！
哇。。哇。。哇。。
最近的天气怎么的好热啊？！
受不了！！！
刚刚趁着吃午饭的时间去了电器店一趟。。
终于忍不住了。。买下了１HP的SHARP冷气机！！
决定要买了好多天都觉得舍不得买。。
但是，为了要和热热的天气说ByeBye为有买下了。。。
不然的话，我每晚都好难睡的着。。。
等一下放工了就可以安装了。。
Yeappy~~
好开心！！但是，心痛！
RM１１９９ 没了。。。还好可以Easy Payment呢。。。
嘻嘻。。。。
最近的天气怎么的好热啊？！
受不了！！！
刚刚趁着吃午饭的时间去了电器店一趟。。
终于忍不住了。。买下了１HP的SHARP冷气机！！
决定要买了好多天都觉得舍不得买。。
但是，为了要和热热的天气说ByeBye为有买下了。。。
不然的话，我每晚都好难睡的着。。。
等一下放工了就可以安装了。。
Yeappy~~
好开心！！但是，心痛！
RM１１９９ 没了。。。还好可以Easy Payment呢。。。
嘻嘻。。。。
所谓的比较
想想下-每个人都有不同的生活方式，
然而你妒嫉这妒嫉那的，
你永远不会成长因为你的妒嫉而呆歇您自己的脚步，
何苦呢！
你要对自己说-你有的可能别人没有，
不用去羡慕或妒嫉，
做会自己不就好了！
所谓的比较应该用在-我要买这名牌产品还是普通牌产品比较好啦！
然而你妒嫉这妒嫉那的，
你永远不会成长因为你的妒嫉而呆歇您自己的脚步，
何苦呢！
你要对自己说-你有的可能别人没有，
不用去羡慕或妒嫉，
做会自己不就好了！
所谓的比较应该用在-我要买这名牌产品还是普通牌产品比较好啦！
Monday, 6 July 2009
欣赏但不一定要占有
生活在一个五彩斑斓的世界，
在这个世界里
不光有着美丽的风景
同样也有着不同个性、不同气质、不同人格魅力的人
在漫漫的人生旅途中
会相识、相遇很多的人，
不同的人身上有着不同的品质及魅力
欣赏、喜欢和爱
便成了我们最难把握的尺度
有人说
男人和女人最重要的是相知、相爱
其实
在一生中
真正能打动你的人
远远不止一个
都去相爱吗
很不现实
爱是一种用心投入的狭隘的情感
它美好但独立而排他。
优秀的人身上会散发着诱人的光彩
他不仅吸引你
同时也吸引着和你同样有着鉴赏能力的人
就象美丽的风景
它的存在不是为了一座山、一片旷野
而是为了整个自然
是为了点缀这美丽的世界
是为了让更多的人去欣赏、去品味、去陶醉其间
不同的人、不同的品味
会对同一幅景象产生不同的感觉
晶莹的雪山有着冰清玉洁的美
潺潺的小溪有着清秀自然的美
波澜壮阔的大海有着宽广豪放之美
每一种美都给人不同的震撼
每一个人都是有血、有肉、有灵魂的
他们的身上同样散发着不同的美
每一种美好的品质都是诱人的
任何时候
学会用欣赏的眼光去看待世界
看待你周围的人
你便会更坦然地面对一切了。
人性的弱点就是想占有
想占有自己喜爱的一切东西
但人又是有思维的
这种思维随时都在变
没有一种情感是永恒不变的
所以
不要奢望你能拥有很多
用一种平常心态去欣赏一个人
就象欣赏一幅画一样
你会很快乐，也会很坦然
当你用一种平常的心境去认识一个人
结交一个人的时候
你便会没有了一些私情杂念
你们便可以自由随意的交往
心也便会一点点的交融
真正的朋友便会在你欣赏的眼光中向你走来
友情同样是生命中不可缺少的东西
在你拥有了很多真心朋友的时候
你才会觉得生命的快乐
现在的我
只想做自己喜欢做的事
认准目标就努力的去做事
学会不同的生存技能
努力的去生活
然后痛痛快快的去玩
直到遇见一个同样在路上奔跑的人
然后轻装前行
在这个世界里
不光有着美丽的风景
同样也有着不同个性、不同气质、不同人格魅力的人
在漫漫的人生旅途中
会相识、相遇很多的人，
不同的人身上有着不同的品质及魅力
欣赏、喜欢和爱
便成了我们最难把握的尺度
有人说
男人和女人最重要的是相知、相爱
其实
在一生中
真正能打动你的人
远远不止一个
都去相爱吗
很不现实
爱是一种用心投入的狭隘的情感
它美好但独立而排他。
优秀的人身上会散发着诱人的光彩
他不仅吸引你
同时也吸引着和你同样有着鉴赏能力的人
就象美丽的风景
它的存在不是为了一座山、一片旷野
而是为了整个自然
是为了点缀这美丽的世界
是为了让更多的人去欣赏、去品味、去陶醉其间
不同的人、不同的品味
会对同一幅景象产生不同的感觉
晶莹的雪山有着冰清玉洁的美
潺潺的小溪有着清秀自然的美
波澜壮阔的大海有着宽广豪放之美
每一种美都给人不同的震撼
每一个人都是有血、有肉、有灵魂的
他们的身上同样散发着不同的美
每一种美好的品质都是诱人的
任何时候
学会用欣赏的眼光去看待世界
看待你周围的人
你便会更坦然地面对一切了。
人性的弱点就是想占有
想占有自己喜爱的一切东西
但人又是有思维的
这种思维随时都在变
没有一种情感是永恒不变的
所以
不要奢望你能拥有很多
用一种平常心态去欣赏一个人
就象欣赏一幅画一样
你会很快乐，也会很坦然
当你用一种平常的心境去认识一个人
结交一个人的时候
你便会没有了一些私情杂念
你们便可以自由随意的交往
心也便会一点点的交融
真正的朋友便会在你欣赏的眼光中向你走来
友情同样是生命中不可缺少的东西
在你拥有了很多真心朋友的时候
你才会觉得生命的快乐
现在的我
只想做自己喜欢做的事
认准目标就努力的去做事
学会不同的生存技能
努力的去生活
然后痛痛快快的去玩
直到遇见一个同样在路上奔跑的人
然后轻装前行
Saturday, 4 July 2009
炎热的下午
今天的天气好热~
在家里待的不耐烦了。。。
还好，有朋友约我去Times Square 逛逛~
半路上，Jalan Kuching（猫路）好堵车啊！！！因为那里发生了连环车祸。。大概有6-7辆车吧。。
小心驾驶哦~堵车的时候不要跟前方的车太近~不要驾快车~
好不容易的到达目的地~
走走看看。。。今天好多人而且大门那里还有Function哦。。
BreakDance。。。无聊。。跳的有些烂。。。
肚子饿了。。我们决定到Uncle Duck （鸭先生）那里吃。。
叫了两份鸭饭套餐~还有一份麻辣鱼蛋~
分量小了些。。都不饱的！无奈。。。
做了40mins的脚底按摩。。。爽！
又是时候说ByeBye。。。回家休息。。等待今晚的半夜场Transformer 2!!!
第二次看了。。对它只有一句话。。。赞！！！
在家里待的不耐烦了。。。
还好，有朋友约我去Times Square 逛逛~
半路上，Jalan Kuching（猫路）好堵车啊！！！因为那里发生了连环车祸。。大概有6-7辆车吧。。
小心驾驶哦~堵车的时候不要跟前方的车太近~不要驾快车~
好不容易的到达目的地~
走走看看。。。今天好多人而且大门那里还有Function哦。。
BreakDance。。。无聊。。跳的有些烂。。。
肚子饿了。。我们决定到Uncle Duck （鸭先生）那里吃。。
叫了两份鸭饭套餐~还有一份麻辣鱼蛋~
分量小了些。。都不饱的！无奈。。。
做了40mins的脚底按摩。。。爽！
又是时候说ByeBye。。。回家休息。。等待今晚的半夜场Transformer 2!!!
第二次看了。。对它只有一句话。。。赞！！！
交通工具
早前有提到我把我帅帅的MYVI给卖了！
它可花了我不少钱去改装！有点舍不得。。
但是没办法！因为它患了绝症！
谁人买了它回来就惨了！欲哭无泪！呵呵。。。
现在的我只好用妹妹的KERISA代步！
别小看它。。它有9年了！
靠！还比我的MYVI长命！它才快要4年就byebye了！
可能是因为被我撞坏了。。。一次严重的意外，伤了它的五脏六腑！
认命了。。。
为什么我会用KERISA呢？
没办法！Honda City 没货！要等到9月！ 哇靠！！！超久的！等的好辛苦！
昨天，爸爸打了给我问我要不要驾他的Toyota Vios，要的话我就换Honda Civic给他驾！
爸爸！你好厉害啊！佩服你！
不是我不给你驾。。我算了算。。经济不允许我出Civic，没这么大的头，我不敢带这么大的帽！
对不起了。。下次吧！有机会的！等我找多些钱先！要有耐心的等哦！~
好期待我崭新的Honda City~!
我订的是Polished Metal深灰色的！！不是黑色。。嘻嘻。。。
它可花了我不少钱去改装！有点舍不得。。
但是没办法！因为它患了绝症！
谁人买了它回来就惨了！欲哭无泪！呵呵。。。
现在的我只好用妹妹的KERISA代步！
别小看它。。它有9年了！
靠！还比我的MYVI长命！它才快要4年就byebye了！
可能是因为被我撞坏了。。。一次严重的意外，伤了它的五脏六腑！
认命了。。。
为什么我会用KERISA呢？
没办法！Honda City 没货！要等到9月！ 哇靠！！！超久的！等的好辛苦！
昨天，爸爸打了给我问我要不要驾他的Toyota Vios，要的话我就换Honda Civic给他驾！
爸爸！你好厉害啊！佩服你！
不是我不给你驾。。我算了算。。经济不允许我出Civic，没这么大的头，我不敢带这么大的帽！
对不起了。。下次吧！有机会的！等我找多些钱先！要有耐心的等哦！~
好期待我崭新的Honda City~!
我订的是Polished Metal深灰色的！！不是黑色。。嘻嘻。。。
早起的星期六
又是一个无聊的周末，
没工作的日子好像有点难过。。。而且，花费也会比有工作的日子较大了些。
昨晚的我决定了要早点起来去Taman Metropolitan Kepong的公园跑步，但是很夜才睡。。
搞得自己累得半命！
大概7：15am 被我的电话闹钟给吵醒了！好想不起床哦。。。
模模糊糊的刷牙，洗脸。。。换衣。。
确定带了电话，身份证，驾照，车和房间钥匙,走下楼把车引擎热一热。。。
换好鞋。。。
出发了！！！哇靠！！差点忘了载朋友！
大概，7：50am到达目的地！
跑呀。。跑呀。。。没力气了！决定用走的。。又有气了。。又在跑了！
好不容易跑跑走走了一个好大的圈！大概有7-8公里吧。。。很久没运动了。。。出了好多汗。。。
哈哈。。到了填饱肚子的时候了！想想。。。也好久没吃点心了。。就和朋友决定去Menjalara的富徕点心吃。。。只是随便的吃了些。。我叫了大包1个，朋友叫了3个点心，还有冲了一壶的铁官音。价钱：RM17.40 会贵吗？
肚子填饱了。。。又是时候说byebye了。。送了朋友回家。自己也回家了。。
想想。。还早。。要怎样的度过 今天呢？ 没答案！！！
不管了！晒一晒昨晚洗好的衣服，冲一个凉。。打一打我的Blog先再说！
我想问你们。。。你们是怎样的度过周末的？
没工作的日子好像有点难过。。。而且，花费也会比有工作的日子较大了些。
昨晚的我决定了要早点起来去Taman Metropolitan Kepong的公园跑步，但是很夜才睡。。
搞得自己累得半命！
大概7：15am 被我的电话闹钟给吵醒了！好想不起床哦。。。
模模糊糊的刷牙，洗脸。。。换衣。。
确定带了电话，身份证，驾照，车和房间钥匙,走下楼把车引擎热一热。。。
换好鞋。。。
出发了！！！哇靠！！差点忘了载朋友！
大概，7：50am到达目的地！
跑呀。。跑呀。。。没力气了！决定用走的。。又有气了。。又在跑了！
好不容易跑跑走走了一个好大的圈！大概有7-8公里吧。。。很久没运动了。。。出了好多汗。。。
哈哈。。到了填饱肚子的时候了！想想。。。也好久没吃点心了。。就和朋友决定去Menjalara的富徕点心吃。。。只是随便的吃了些。。我叫了大包1个，朋友叫了3个点心，还有冲了一壶的铁官音。价钱：RM17.40 会贵吗？
肚子填饱了。。。又是时候说byebye了。。送了朋友回家。自己也回家了。。
想想。。还早。。要怎样的度过 今天呢？ 没答案！！！
不管了！晒一晒昨晚洗好的衣服，冲一个凉。。打一打我的Blog先再说！
我想问你们。。。你们是怎样的度过周末的？
Wednesday, 1 July 2009
Tagged Tagged Tagged...
-Stupid!!! WHY TAGGED ME!!!-
FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
01. Desmond
02. Mr Woon
03. Fai Chai （废柴）
04. Ah Hua (阿华）
02. Mr Woon
03. Fai Chai （废柴）
04. Ah Hua (阿华）
FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
01. 17/05
02. 16/06
03. 03/10
04. 06/12
02. 16/06
03. 03/10
04. 06/12
FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
01. Clean my room
02. Mop floor
03. Throw rubbish
04. Read Ricky's Blog
02. Mop floor
03. Throw rubbish
04. Read Ricky's Blog
FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
01. Shout it out loud
02. Eat
03. Sleep
04. Sleep also
02. Eat
03. Sleep
04. Sleep also
FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
01. No One
02. No One
03. No One
04. No One
FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
01. Money
02. Money
03. Money
03. Money
04. Money
FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
01. Driving
02. Jogging
03. Shopping
04. Blogging
01. Driving
02. Jogging
03. Shopping
04. Blogging
FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
01. Japan
02. Korea
01. Japan
02. Korea
03. Spain
04. Italy
04. Italy
FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
01. 100 Plus
02. Chinese Tea
03. Orange Juice
04. Ice Longan
02. Chinese Tea
03. Orange Juice
04. Ice Longan
FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
01. Wallet
02. House + Car's keys
03. Passport (ready to 走佬）
04. -
02. House + Car's keys
03. Passport (ready to 走佬）
04. -
FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
01. White
02. Black
03. Yellow
04. Red
02. Black
03. Yellow
04. Red
TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
01. Home
02. Home
02. Home
03. Home
04. Home
04. Home
TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
01. My car
02. My family
03. Me
04. Me
02. My family
03. Me
04. Me
TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
01. Nothing
02. Nothing
03. Nothing
04. Nothing
TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
01. Wayne Leong
02. Wayne Leong
03. Wayne Leong
04. Wayne Leong
02. Wayne Leong
03. Wayne Leong
04. Wayne Leong
TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
01. Because Ricky Tagged me
02. Because i'm free
03. Nothing to do lo
04. Nothing to do lo
02. Because i'm free
03. Nothing to do lo
04. Nothing to do lo
Now come who is the Victims:
01. To All My Blog Readers...
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
Change of JOB
Seriously, I don't like what I'm doing in the company.
Too much "Ghost" in the office.
Today is my last day in the company and I'm FREEDOM! and I'll start my new job by tomorrow...
Different Job Scope... Hopefully I can cope with it.
Hopefully I'm doing the right thing and pick the right choice.
God Bless... and Must Working Hard...I want Money Money Money!!!
Too much "Ghost" in the office.
Today is my last day in the company and I'm FREEDOM! and I'll start my new job by tomorrow...
Different Job Scope... Hopefully I can cope with it.
Hopefully I'm doing the right thing and pick the right choice.
God Bless... and Must Working Hard...I want Money Money Money!!!
Thursday, 25 June 2009
Thursday, 18 June 2009
无力抗拒，特别的夜里
时间一如既往的飞速流逝着
听着音乐
沉浸在完全的自我世界里
然后做尽现世不敢做的事
诉尽所有痴笑愁叹
梦醒
世界依然如此
该错过的
依然毫不忧郁的擦身而过
该停留的
驻足沉思着
独自哀愁寂寞着
回味着
等待着
飘散在空中久久不散的那句
坚决而冷酷的"NO"
在深情的呼喊
沉痛的表情
也唤不回已然离去的
无力抗拒
特别的夜里
非常透彻的体味了这句话的意思
一直一直
未曾停歇的体验着
曾形容过夜晚的无奈
夜的黑
黑的让人心颤
黑的让人无助哭泣
听着音乐
沉浸在完全的自我世界里
然后做尽现世不敢做的事
诉尽所有痴笑愁叹
梦醒
世界依然如此
该错过的
依然毫不忧郁的擦身而过
该停留的
驻足沉思着
独自哀愁寂寞着
回味着
等待着
飘散在空中久久不散的那句
坚决而冷酷的"NO"
在深情的呼喊
沉痛的表情
也唤不回已然离去的
无力抗拒
特别的夜里
非常透彻的体味了这句话的意思
一直一直
未曾停歇的体验着
曾形容过夜晚的无奈
夜的黑
黑的让人心颤
黑的让人无助哭泣
Sunday, 14 June 2009
Broke!
My car is killing me slowly... 4 months times cost me so much to repair!
Damn!!! I can't stand on it anymore else You all will see me sitting on Petaling Street Shop lot corridor and begging for money!
I'll sell it off and change a new car... this is not my wish as my commitment is getting higher! my financial will getting more tight!
any part time job to intro?
Damn!!! I can't stand on it anymore else You all will see me sitting on Petaling Street Shop lot corridor and begging for money!
I'll sell it off and change a new car... this is not my wish as my commitment is getting higher! my financial will getting more tight!
any part time job to intro?
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
Finally
Finally, I can online at home.
It was took me so long time to settle my internet connection at home.
How was everyone?
So sorry about that..
It was took me so long time to settle my internet connection at home.
How was everyone?
So sorry about that..
Monday, 13 April 2009
13/4/09 A Raining Day
Today is a rainy day... I just out from my office and felt lazy to work and still got a lot of paperwork pending to be done.
My daily report, Sales report, Value Report and so on...
This gonna kill me... I hate paperwork but what to do... I have to do it and submit by tomorrow.
I decided to come over station one,Kepong to do my reports. Meanwhile, I take some time to update my bloggy... long time i didnt being here... I miss u all...
Do u all miss me as well?
xD
My daily report, Sales report, Value Report and so on...
This gonna kill me... I hate paperwork but what to do... I have to do it and submit by tomorrow.
I decided to come over station one,Kepong to do my reports. Meanwhile, I take some time to update my bloggy... long time i didnt being here... I miss u all...
Do u all miss me as well?
xD
Saturday, 21 March 2009
Unable to update blog at the moment
Sorry to all my friends,
I got no internet connection at home so unable update my blog. I'll try to apply the internet access A.S.A.P.
Anyway, I was very busy recently on work. Hope u all understand...
Do give me a ring if want to find me :)
I got no internet connection at home so unable update my blog. I'll try to apply the internet access A.S.A.P.
Anyway, I was very busy recently on work. Hope u all understand...
Do give me a ring if want to find me :)
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
Some Photos from Penang Trip
As Promised I'll post some pictures here...
Our 1st dropped off point is a "HOT SPRING" in Sungkai. Can't take photos inside due to have to put my valuable things in car. Quite enjoyed there...
Reached Penang! Penang Bridge here we come!
Our 1st meal in penang is Penang Laksa!!! Ate it at pasar there...
Visitors feeding turtles in Kek Lok Si
A hot spot in Penang
From Left to Right: Ang, Wayne and Eric
A Rainbow at evening time!
The Ship Steakhouse
We enjoyed the trip and planning for next trip again... maybe the next is "Thailand"!
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
Untitled
Finally, I Back to my blogging...
Sorry for didn't update my blog recently due to go penang for a trip and now only free to type some words here...
Say also won't believe -.-" I'm just back from work!!!
Well, I did take few pictures from the trip, will update to here next time.
Is time to do my sales report, daily activity and so on...
Good Night all...
Sorry for didn't update my blog recently due to go penang for a trip and now only free to type some words here...
Say also won't believe -.-" I'm just back from work!!!
Well, I did take few pictures from the trip, will update to here next time.
Is time to do my sales report, daily activity and so on...
Good Night all...
Friday, 6 March 2009
Quote
Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
Because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life...
You cannot touch the same water twice,
Because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life...
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
Penang Trip 07/03/2009 - 08/03/2009
I did mentioned before my gang is planning a trip to north area in blog.
Finally, My gang confirmed the penang trip.
The date is on this coming saturday and sunday.
07/03/2009 - 08/03/2009
I'll Try to take some photos and post it here!
Stay Tuned!!!
Finally, My gang confirmed the penang trip.
The date is on this coming saturday and sunday.
07/03/2009 - 08/03/2009
I'll Try to take some photos and post it here!
Stay Tuned!!!
也许
也许
生命中最美的
就是没有结果的感情
一切都来不及表达
所有的可能
都因死亡或错过而冰封
活着的我们
只能用记忆得到一 点点人世间的暖意
真情只是如雪片
纯洁，晶莹，凉丝丝，
脆弱得
随时会融化在世俗的阳光下
生命有时是无奈的
生活有时又是残酷的
觉得生命象一潭死水
寂静的没有一圈涟漪泛起时
会心慌
觉得生活如一棵枯树
风干的寻不到一点生命的迹象时
会心悸
怕被生命遗忘
怕被生活吞噬
也许
终其一生你们也不会产生经典的
执子之手，与子偕老
即使
没有一起慢慢变老
依然心醉
为拥有了那些无尽的回想与幻想
回想从前
幻想未来
生命中最美的
就是没有结果的感情
一切都来不及表达
所有的可能
都因死亡或错过而冰封
活着的我们
只能用记忆得到一 点点人世间的暖意
真情只是如雪片
纯洁，晶莹，凉丝丝，
脆弱得
随时会融化在世俗的阳光下
生命有时是无奈的
生活有时又是残酷的
觉得生命象一潭死水
寂静的没有一圈涟漪泛起时
会心慌
觉得生活如一棵枯树
风干的寻不到一点生命的迹象时
会心悸
怕被生命遗忘
怕被生活吞噬
也许
终其一生你们也不会产生经典的
执子之手，与子偕老
即使
没有一起慢慢变老
依然心醉
为拥有了那些无尽的回想与幻想
回想从前
幻想未来
Sunday, 1 March 2009
Back to work
Was rest for 1 week because of company retrenchment
and I slept at 5am+- during my jobless day.
Tomorrow is a new start again...
I decided to go back my previous company to work again...
Is time to fight again!
Fight for $$$ and fight for future!
What is in my mind now?! is JOB only...
and NOT dare to think about RELATIONSHIP at the moment.
and I slept at 5am+- during my jobless day.
Tomorrow is a new start again...
I decided to go back my previous company to work again...
Is time to fight again!
Fight for $$$ and fight for future!
What is in my mind now?! is JOB only...
and NOT dare to think about RELATIONSHIP at the moment.
Saturday, 28 February 2009
有念头总是好的吧
第一个念头就是问自己，好吗？“怎么？好吗？”很难说明白的。可以不用再说明白，一字一句的透彻不比一句一伤来得仁慈。
其实
这样的年纪
是不应该会有什么痛苦或是挫折
只是
不能学着像老年人那样敷衍的说
“你还小能懂什么。”
其实不是不懂
是没有人告诉说这是能懂的
而真的是可以懂得的
在家里轻轻叹口气
父母会说：
“不要随便叹气。”
叹气
事实上比痛苦流泪的人要快乐许多
在这个年龄
能困扰我们的只有两件事
情感
事业
这些抽象的名词
是写给灵魂的
不是表象
我能明白的
只是这些
对别人说自己要做个心理学家
原因也是挺简单的
想以灵魂同灵魂交流
可能每个人都能做得像庄子一样
超然物外
共产的主义也就不是一个框架了吧
所以
有念头总是好的吧
只要我可以很好
其实
这样的年纪
是不应该会有什么痛苦或是挫折
只是
不能学着像老年人那样敷衍的说
“你还小能懂什么。”
其实不是不懂
是没有人告诉说这是能懂的
而真的是可以懂得的
在家里轻轻叹口气
父母会说：
“不要随便叹气。”
叹气
事实上比痛苦流泪的人要快乐许多
在这个年龄
能困扰我们的只有两件事
情感
事业
这些抽象的名词
是写给灵魂的
不是表象
我能明白的
只是这些
对别人说自己要做个心理学家
原因也是挺简单的
想以灵魂同灵魂交流
可能每个人都能做得像庄子一样
超然物外
共产的主义也就不是一个框架了吧
所以
有念头总是好的吧
只要我可以很好
Friday, 27 February 2009
Time Will Tell
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.
Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, “Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?”
Richness answered, ” I’m sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere.”
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.”
“I can’t help you”, Vanity said, “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.”
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, “Sadness, please let me go with you.”
Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry, but, I just need to be alone now.”
Then, Love saw Happiness.
Love cried out, ” Happiness, please take me with you.”
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.
Then, she heard a voice say, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.
When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?”
“It was Time”, Knowledge answered.
“But why did Time help me when no one else would?”, Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
“Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.”
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.
Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, “Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?”
Richness answered, ” I’m sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere.”
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.”
“I can’t help you”, Vanity said, “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.”
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, “Sadness, please let me go with you.”
Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry, but, I just need to be alone now.”
Then, Love saw Happiness.
Love cried out, ” Happiness, please take me with you.”
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.
Then, she heard a voice say, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.
When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?”
“It was Time”, Knowledge answered.
“But why did Time help me when no one else would?”, Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
“Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.”
Thursday, 26 February 2009
Loyalty or Forgiveness
Quote Of The Day: Love doesn’t make the world go ’round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Loyalty or forgiveness, which is the greater value?
It seems to me that life’s most difficult choices are not between right and wrong.
Ultimately, those calls are pretty easy to make.
But choosing between cherished virtues puts my souls on trial.
In life, we had to make some sacrifices, and there will be some tough times.
But things have a way of working out when you make values-based decisions.
It’s like I told myself: “Trust your instincts. Listen to God speak to your heart. You’ll know which choice is right.”
Loyalty or forgiveness, which is the greater value?
It seems to me that life’s most difficult choices are not between right and wrong.
Ultimately, those calls are pretty easy to make.
But choosing between cherished virtues puts my souls on trial.
In life, we had to make some sacrifices, and there will be some tough times.
But things have a way of working out when you make values-based decisions.
It’s like I told myself: “Trust your instincts. Listen to God speak to your heart. You’ll know which choice is right.”
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
A vacation plan with my gang
Just back from my tea time session with my gang.
We are planning to have a short vacation to reduce our working stress on weekend.
We are planning head to north area for our 1st plan but yet to confirm due to one of our member is still in china and he'll be coming back on this Saturday.
Is anyone have any nice spot to intro for the north area?
Please leave me some comments and We'll explore those recommended locations.
Thanks
Member List
1. Eric
2. Ang
3. Wayne
4. Desmond
We are planning to have a short vacation to reduce our working stress on weekend.
We are planning head to north area for our 1st plan but yet to confirm due to one of our member is still in china and he'll be coming back on this Saturday.
Is anyone have any nice spot to intro for the north area?
Please leave me some comments and We'll explore those recommended locations.
Thanks
Member List
1. Eric
2. Ang
3. Wayne
4. Desmond
把一生痛痛快快地玩掉
忽然想把一生痛痛快快地玩掉
也许幸福是需要自己去寻找的
幸福有时很简单
一道风景，一段岁月，一座城池，一个人
不管寻找到了什么
在我们走走停停，停停走走的最后
人与景都拥有着相似的幸福
情感瞬间的得失与遗忘都只是岁月问题
最终
我们依旧是一个人在走
人生而孤独
但却又很幸运的能够在有生之年踏着足迹去旅行
喜欢自由的人，都喜欢玩
彼此心境不同
玩的方式与风格也不同
喜欢在旅途中寻找自己心灵的净土
探索一些自己还没有想明白的事
体会迥异的人生
然而
这样的梦是需要付出很多的代价
除了金钱与时光以外还需要勇气
人生就像一场邂逅的旅行
在旅行中收获友谊
在人群中寻找自己
也许幸福是需要自己去寻找的
幸福有时很简单
一道风景，一段岁月，一座城池，一个人
不管寻找到了什么
在我们走走停停，停停走走的最后
人与景都拥有着相似的幸福
情感瞬间的得失与遗忘都只是岁月问题
最终
我们依旧是一个人在走
人生而孤独
但却又很幸运的能够在有生之年踏着足迹去旅行
喜欢自由的人，都喜欢玩
彼此心境不同
玩的方式与风格也不同
喜欢在旅途中寻找自己心灵的净土
探索一些自己还没有想明白的事
体会迥异的人生
然而
这样的梦是需要付出很多的代价
除了金钱与时光以外还需要勇气
人生就像一场邂逅的旅行
在旅行中收获友谊
在人群中寻找自己
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
Untitled
What you all see from the picture? give u what feeling?
This is how I felt right now...
Sigh...
Day passing so fast... a day to another day
and I see my money keep flowing out
My money not allow me to keep on like this for 2 months
I have to get a new job as soon as possible
I need money for lawyer fees, my debt of credit card, rental, car installment
and so on...
Hopefully I can get back my money from her and TNB as soon as possible
else
I'll die 1st
:(
P/S: Any job to intro? please let me know ya xD
Monday, 23 February 2009
Jobless Day
Well, Today is the day that I'm no need go for work...
I'm jobless...
Woke up in the morning,
drove out to have my breakfast/lunch
and back home surf jobstreets.com.my/jobsdb.com.my
Send our few application letters, Enjoy my drama and a nap is a "must" xD.
Hopefully can hear them soon...
Good luck Desmond!!!
Hopefully I can get a new job asap... overcome all my problems asap...
P/S: What a boring day...
I'm jobless...
Woke up in the morning,
drove out to have my breakfast/lunch
and back home surf jobstreets.com.my/jobsdb.com.my
Send our few application letters, Enjoy my drama and a nap is a "must" xD.
Hopefully can hear them soon...
Good luck Desmond!!!
Hopefully I can get a new job asap... overcome all my problems asap...
P/S: What a boring day...
Sunday, 22 February 2009
夜不归宿
也许
冷酷到底便会心死如灰
从此不怕被伤害
昨夜一夜未归
似乎夜不归宿的感觉
没有想象中那么难以接受
或许太懦弱
以致没什么坚定的观念
总以为这个世界只有性格的不合
所以自己很任性
其实
即使仅仅是性格之争
里面也有许多东西存在
人与外物感应得当不是轻而易举的
人应该挺立主体性
调配处理自己的世界
包括自己的性格、情绪
不管怎样
应该告别过去
展望未来
重新谋划自己的生活
虽然理智征服情感
总是会引来痛苦
但幸亏情感受外界事物的影响很大
事过境迁
激烈的情绪也会归于平静
乃至消失
夜不归宿
突然让自己想到太多
太多
冷酷到底便会心死如灰
从此不怕被伤害
昨夜一夜未归
似乎夜不归宿的感觉
没有想象中那么难以接受
或许太懦弱
以致没什么坚定的观念
总以为这个世界只有性格的不合
所以自己很任性
其实
即使仅仅是性格之争
里面也有许多东西存在
人与外物感应得当不是轻而易举的
人应该挺立主体性
调配处理自己的世界
包括自己的性格、情绪
不管怎样
应该告别过去
展望未来
重新谋划自己的生活
虽然理智征服情感
总是会引来痛苦
但幸亏情感受外界事物的影响很大
事过境迁
激烈的情绪也会归于平静
乃至消失
夜不归宿
突然让自己想到太多
太多
Friday, 20 February 2009
Happy Birthday to Ricky
Happy Birthday to u!
May your wish comes true...
Anyway, you are getting old!
Fast fast get marry and don't wait for durian fall down from tree!
Hope you'll enjoy your BIG day celebration with your girlfriend...
and
enjoy the BIG project before sleep!
DSLR Digital Camera
Sony Alpha DSLR-A350 Digital Camera
Nikon D60
Canon Rebel XSI
Nikon D60
Canon Rebel XSI
I found myself was quite interested in photography recently and decided to buy a entry-level DSLR digital camera for my good start of Expensive HOBBY. Price range is about 2-3k plus.
For 4k above is out of my budget already...
The reasons of why are: I loves capture those natural, pretty& nice scene/moment, want to take down all pictures from my life story as many as possible. Well, I know is a bit late to start this. Anyhow, I'll not gives up this.
Some friends told me that why don't just buy normal digital camera, why choosing an expensive digital camera?
Well, I can tell u the pictures from DSLR digital camera can really touched my heart. It seem like got a miracle power to make me loves their outputs. The feel is so different from other normal cameras and I don't know how to describe it.
What I know is: It is "WORTH" to buy.
Seriously, I Do Not have any objection on normal 1. Please don't get me wrong...
The link for the comparison of 3 cameras (Click Here)
Anyway, the link shown 4 cameras but Olmpus E-420 is definitely out!
Too bad Nikon D80 is no more selling in market, else this will be my choice since Nikon kits is the cheapest among the brands.
After the view of comparison, I decided to buy Sony Alpha DSLR A-350.
Price is RM2999 with twin lens.
I'm now hard saving money for it.
Hopefully I can buy it before my birthday.
It is my birthday gift that I planned to present myself.
any objections or opinions here? Please leave me some comments.
Thanks
For 4k above is out of my budget already...
The reasons of why are: I loves capture those natural, pretty& nice scene/moment, want to take down all pictures from my life story as many as possible. Well, I know is a bit late to start this. Anyhow, I'll not gives up this.
Some friends told me that why don't just buy normal digital camera, why choosing an expensive digital camera?
Well, I can tell u the pictures from DSLR digital camera can really touched my heart. It seem like got a miracle power to make me loves their outputs. The feel is so different from other normal cameras and I don't know how to describe it.
What I know is: It is "WORTH" to buy.
Seriously, I Do Not have any objection on normal 1. Please don't get me wrong...
The link for the comparison of 3 cameras (Click Here)
Anyway, the link shown 4 cameras but Olmpus E-420 is definitely out!
Too bad Nikon D80 is no more selling in market, else this will be my choice since Nikon kits is the cheapest among the brands.
After the view of comparison, I decided to buy Sony Alpha DSLR A-350.
Price is RM2999 with twin lens.
I'm now hard saving money for it.
Hopefully I can buy it before my birthday.
It is my birthday gift that I planned to present myself.
any objections or opinions here? Please leave me some comments.
Thanks
一个人伤感
天,早黑了,人 ,睡不去,
一直听, 那首歌,
喜欢唱, 是那一句
梦,碎过了,会,还有吗
现在我, 怎么做
我应该, 问你吗 ?
窗外忽然下起大雨,
我感到, 清新的气息
是谁带来这场大雨?
让我不会再哭泣
一个人的时间
剥去了那件虚伪的“外衣”
呼吸静静的空气
没有烦恼，没有困惑
就这样安静着写着自己的心情
真的很难得
是什么样的心境
写出来的就是什么样的感觉
文字里的伤感
是做人的悲哀吧
谁又会知道
幸福爱笑的我
原来是个这么伤感的人
一直听, 那首歌,
喜欢唱, 是那一句
梦,碎过了,会,还有吗
现在我, 怎么做
我应该, 问你吗 ?
窗外忽然下起大雨,
我感到, 清新的气息
是谁带来这场大雨?
让我不会再哭泣
一个人的时间
剥去了那件虚伪的“外衣”
呼吸静静的空气
没有烦恼，没有困惑
就这样安静着写着自己的心情
真的很难得
是什么样的心境
写出来的就是什么样的感觉
文字里的伤感
是做人的悲哀吧
谁又会知道
幸福爱笑的我
原来是个这么伤感的人
回忆吗
不知道是不是老了
人老了总是喜欢回忆
现在的自己
却已经疯狂的爱上一个人回
回忆总是美好的。
因为人对痛苦的东西都有一种遗忘的天性
固执的只喜欢回忆那些美好的东西
属于那种突然消失的那种
任何事情回忆起来总是快乐的多一点
是也算波澜壮阔了
人老了总是喜欢回忆
现在的自己
却已经疯狂的爱上一个人回
回忆总是美好的。
因为人对痛苦的东西都有一种遗忘的天性
固执的只喜欢回忆那些美好的东西
属于那种突然消失的那种
任何事情回忆起来总是快乐的多一点
是也算波澜壮阔了
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
Monday, 16 February 2009
A Day Trip to Tanjung Sepat
14/2/2009 Saturday
Went genting highland at night for a drink with Ricky, Shandy, Ah B, Jenny, and 3 more persons until 2++am and some of us decided to go Tanjung Sepat for a day trip.
Slept for 2 hour!!! @_@
15/2/2009 Sunday
Woke up at 5++am something and fetched Mei Li, Jenny to meet up Ricky and his gf for our trip.
We arrived Tanjung Sepat around 10 something... and we went to try out the famous " Seafood Bak Kut teh".
Ricky Looked so "Handsome" with a cigarette!
5 of us sitting down and thinking what to eat~
From Right to Left: Shandy, Ricky, Jenny and Mei Li
We ordered "Bak Kut Teh" for 3 persons, "Miscellaneous Pig soup" for 2 persons and Vegetable. Total: RM 57.00
A temple for worship...Ricky prayed for more and more girls xD
Ganofarm Factory, the factory doing mushroom cultivation business...
Some samples of mushroom:
So called "Lover Bridge" in Tanjung Sepat
Pantai Morib
Famous Bao Shop in Tanjung Sepat
Guess who I saw...
We were enjoyed the trip.
kampung lifestyle can help us to reduce stresses that we had in city...
Reached home around 7pm, bath and slept like a corpse until the next day 7am. LoLx :P
Went genting highland at night for a drink with Ricky, Shandy, Ah B, Jenny, and 3 more persons until 2++am and some of us decided to go Tanjung Sepat for a day trip.
Slept for 2 hour!!! @_@
15/2/2009 Sunday
Woke up at 5++am something and fetched Mei Li, Jenny to meet up Ricky and his gf for our trip.
We arrived Tanjung Sepat around 10 something... and we went to try out the famous " Seafood Bak Kut teh".
Ricky Looked so "Handsome" with a cigarette!
5 of us sitting down and thinking what to eat~
From Right to Left: Shandy, Ricky, Jenny and Mei Li
We ordered "Bak Kut Teh" for 3 persons, "Miscellaneous Pig soup" for 2 persons and Vegetable. Total: RM 57.00
A temple for worship...Ricky prayed for more and more girls xD
Ganofarm Factory, the factory doing mushroom cultivation business...
Some samples of mushroom:
So called "Lover Bridge" in Tanjung Sepat
Pantai Morib
Famous Bao Shop in Tanjung Sepat
Guess who I saw...
We were enjoyed the trip.
kampung lifestyle can help us to reduce stresses that we had in city...
Reached home around 7pm, bath and slept like a corpse until the next day 7am. LoLx :P
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