A Wicked Incident that Call Man Always DO

Stupid Call Man.. YOU Damn Fucker!!!! CCB!!!

Put Oil/Diesel on the Road!!!
Don't you all know?! What you all did might kill a LIFE?!!!
Only know to do something that harm others in order to earn!!!

I'm one of the victim!!! A TEKSI also Naik Divider right after 5-10 mins of my CRASHED and exactly same drifting style and just "Bang" next to my "Bang" spot...

How I know You DID that? Because You are too smart and come out too immediately to show your face right after i get down my car from crashed!
You Stupid MORON!!!

Don't Sweet Talk to me and I got my Panel Workshop!!! Don't Use those Words to threaten me! such as can't claim insurans after polis arrive, you are panel workshop from perodua, all replacement parts 100% original!!! Bla Bla Bla.. Just want me to sign your form!

U think I stupid?

GET LOST!!!

Total car accident on that area = Wira, Perdana, Myvi x 2, Teksi

a series of car accident almost happened.. all hard breaking..smoke out..YeeYee!! sound...
2 passedby cars almost hit my car...3 passedby cars almost crashed together...but luckily....

A Dangerous Incident I ever saw in my life...

To readers... beware while you are driving nearby Damansara Height, HP tower area..

Life is a Lesson

I believe that everything in life is a lesson. There is an opportunity to learn from everything. And when you’re faced with a hard situation, think about what you can learn from it and how you can benefit from it.

Nothing should be totally bad, that’s not the way is supposed to be. No one’s life is perfect and no one turns out exactly the way they wanted or expected, but life shouldn’t be a burden or something that you dread.

You’re only young once, so you should enjoy it, and you shouldn’t be in such a hurry to grow up. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger and everything that you do and all of the decisions that you make, the big ones and the small ones, are all important.

There is such a thing as destiny and fate, but it only takes you so far. You have to help yourself along the way. In life, the end product is certainly important, but it’s how you got there that matters the most.

No one wants to look back on their life and regret half of the things that they did.

You’re going to have to choose between a lot of things in your life. Sometimes it will be an easy choice, sometimes it will be hard. But remember that you’re not alone and everyone goes through what you’re going through.

You’ll laugh and you’ll cry; you’ll get your heart broken at least once, and you’ll probably break someone else’s heart at least once.

Good things will happen to you and bad things will happen to you, but no matter what, don’t let anything or anyone control or drastically change your life. Because it’s your life, you’re the one who’s going to have to live it.

And, sometimes, you really can’t listen to what anybody else says, you just have to listen inside and follow your heart.

Life Better Now Than In The Past? - Part 2 -

There was time left after school for play and fun such as swimming in rivers, playing top, flying kites and kicking a “sepak raga” ball around. Nowadays, children have time for only thing - study.

As if studying in school for about six hours a day is not enough, they attend one tuition class after another after school.

Getting a job nowadays is also difficult. One has to study for years to get the right qualifications before one can apply for certain job.

Besides this, people nowadays are burdened by the high cost of living.

Everything costs at least 10 times more than what it was 20 years ago. Nowadays the 5 cents coin cannot be used for buying anything while 40 years ago it could be used to buy a lot of things

is especially expensive nowadays is provide one's children with tertiary education. Just financing one of your children could wipe out your whole life's savings. In the past it can only about RM30,000.

So, one of main barriers to leading a better life nowadays is the exorbitant cost of living.

Those who support the view that life is very much better now claim that the quality of present-day life has proved. Before, people used to live in small attap huts without electricity or piped water.

Presently, people live in brick houses with electricity and piped water ever ready to serve them at the flick of a switch or the turn of a tap. People earning power has increased many fold and this more than compensates for the increase in the prices of goods services.

In fact, people have so much money left over after paying for the basic necessities that they can afford to big cars, wear expensive clothes, eat good food and go on overseas holidays. Education and medical services are better nowadays.

As for me, I also think that life nowadays is much better than in the past. What do you think?

Life Better Now Than In The Past? - Part 1 -

People who love the past say that life in the past definitely better than life in the present. Firstly they say life was much simpler. Nowadays, life is much more complex.

Every stage of life has become very complicated but also very expensive. One has to see all sorts of specialist and deliver has to be in private hospital where you pay through your nose.

In the old days, you delivered your child at home with only village midwife in attendance. Growing up long ago was a simple process that nowadays growing children give their parents a lot of problems.

They are involved in various types of mischief, loitering, drugs, promiscuity and even serious crimes.

Education in this modern age is also not as simple as it was. Education previously was more easy-going then it is now.

What do you think?

So Lame

” I don't care about others, even my own parent know my attitude, I don't simply promise people. I only can say I try my best. And don't let me realize you talk bad things behind me, I will do the same to you as well. I don't care what you think about me, I'm that kind of person.”

Those word remind me about many other things that has been going on for the past few months. I actually wanted to tell this person that, “Come on, get a life, will you?”

Don't expect everyone to be the same like you. You told me that you feel like acting each time you smile to your bos. But well, why do you choose to do that?

Don't tell me you don't have choices. You mention that you are different from other people and hate being bad stab. But you simply speak to hurt others so what does that mean?

Somehow, we don't have to be so direct and well, working life, that's it, we have to take it as what it is most of the time. Anyway, as I always said, when we are not the person who going through all this, one will not know how it feel…

As to how good you treat a person, in the end, they might just think you are one of their enemy! So beware!!!

By the way, enjoy your weekends everyone!

Don't Waste Your Time Hating People

A lot of teens go through times when they feel depressed or feel that people hate them & they have no friends. Others just like to put down people and hurt others or make fun of them.

I hate seeing that happen or hearing about it. It would hurt you if someone did that to you wouldn't it?

Therefore I wrote this in hoping that someone might read it and find some sort of comfort or hope in themselves.

I always make it a point to laugh and smile & never let anyone know whether I am having a bad day or not.

Then maybe everyone will feel better by seeing someone who can have a positive attitude about life.Never be awful to anyone, that person you were awful to may teach you the most.

Always remember…you are a somebody, God didn't take the time to create a nobody. Always smile, you never know whose day you might be making.

Never "forget" to say hi to anyone, never miss the chance to laugh or smile, never get too caught up in yourself that you forget to help others.

Never forget that you aren't the only one with problems, and most of all…never forget that when you feel like you only have one friend, that friend will remind you of all the others.

If you forget about all the bad things in life, the good will take over. If fear is staring you in the face, close your eyes so you don't have to look at it.

Be yourself, you can't be anyone else…The best you can be is you!

It's Christmas Eve, what are YOU doing?

I am.....

Nothing to do!
No Partner...
No Date...

I'm Single and Available...
Anyone Want to date me out?! xD

Well, I guess not!!! :(

To all my friends: Merry Christmas! Enjoy Your Christmas Eve...

Cheers~

Reflection About Myself

On the edge…

There will be moments when the only thing left is for you to question your existence. Life can be so damned hard for each of us.

There are always days when we get so lonely and depressed. When we cry. When the world has lost its colors. When the rest of the world is happy and you are not.

There will be times when we lose all reasons for living; and problems will seem so hard that we wish there was no such thing as tomorrow.

But then again, we should also know, that they are just another bitterness in life trying to twist the personage in each of us; and corrupt our perceptions about life.

When these times happen, do not succumb to the temptations of giving up. Yes, to live is to suffer and the only way to be happy is to suffer willingly.

Often, the worst of times yields the best lessons in life. We have to go on in life's extremes. We don't have to give up.

“When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that, in truth, you are weeping for that which has been your delight.”

p/s: Ricky...this is for you as well...Cheers~

Did You Ever Have a Dream

Quote Of The Day: “You are only young once, but you can stay immature indefinitely.”

I saw this quote on a friend's Web page.

So, Do you dreams? I guess the answer is yes. I always dream of a successful life, something peaceful.

Cause I never know what is the meaning of peaceful. I feel really envy to those who knows what is the meaning of peaceful. I feel glad and happy for them.

Life has never been good for me since childhood, I never have the trust within my family or even friends.

To me, I always by myself. So, in dreams I can always have what I want. Ok,I know I might not be good in this but at least that's make me feel happy!

Isn't that what we suppose to be, be happy and do what we love to do?

Share with me your thoughts!

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I do not know how to describe it nor do I know how to tell anyone.
Somehow everything feel like the weight of a big rock behind my back.
I feel so uncomfortable…
I guess no word can really describe how I feel, or maybe there is
but just that I'm not that smart to figure it out…

Do Not Look Back and Ask Why

“Do not look back and ask why, look forward and ask, why not.”

“Do you feel overwhelmed? Exhausted? Directionless? Hopeless? Battle-torn? Worthless? Alone?

Actually, I find that most individuals know they're stuck.

The problem is more that the term “stuck” is pejorative, and people won't admit that out loud.

Try to see that being stuck is merely a stop on the path to success. It's not a bad thing; it is a condition.

So the key is to give people a way to say that they're stuck. Do you get stuck too? I think it's less about method and more about mindset.

Where Am I...

Why am I not comfortable or sure of myself? I feel like I have to always strive and do something really important. How can I learn to like myself better and not be so hard on myself to succeed in something “important”?Lately I feels like I'm on a conveyer belt going around and around. I need to break away and find myself once again. So many questions fill my mind lately. The answers are difficult to reach. Something tells me they lurk in the shadows.

I've been trying to get through it for months. I know that it doesn't need to be this hard. I'm relying on my power to fight the battles of my life. I know I can't win. My way can be so much easier if I let go and live within my power.

And I wonder why I'm so unsure of myself? How can I develop certainty in my judgment and confidence in myself when others will abandon me or hold me emotionally hostage if I make a “mistake”? That added pressure to be “right” and “good” from their point of view means I don't learn to trust myself, and I must always second guess myself to try to minimize others rejection.

When my whole life has been about avoiding rejection, my focus is mostly on others, and my sense of self is not developed. Hence, the borderline traits of my diagnosis. The process of becoming a worthwhile human being is a process of experimentation and discovery.

My discover through my life experience what I value, how I want to live, my personal preferences and how to make choices for myself that meet my own self-definition of what's good and right for me.

Doubt comes from relying on others' judgment about me; it leaves me forever wondering whether I'm okay. Higher consciousness develops when I come to know and accept what's right for me.

This is an internal process of coming to recognize and accept as valid for me, the decisions I make about how I wish to live.

Are you sure of yourself with who you are & what are you doing?

Have I Move On...

Move On. This word came out of my mind early this morning. Today, now I am 25. Over time, in such a position often grow to resent the burden of responsibility. Whether I stay or go, I need a life of my own. I need friendships and activities that are rewarding to me. Everyone does. So do you…Yes, I have had more than a fair share of bad experiences. For now, I am right where I feels safest within me. But it is time to take the next step. How to shed my fears?

But that will only come at a time when I have attained a new confidence and, most of all, gained the greatest single attribute needed to get into and stay in a wholesome of me…

The route to lasting change and getting what I really want in life is through a sustained vision of the future. When I assemble a detailed vision of the future I want, and visit it regularly, it becomes an ongoing source of motivation to get there. What do you think?

But here’s the truth the sooner I let go of unhappy stuff, the sooner I will move on.

Then again, I might just want to give myself a second chance. This option is so sensible it hurts. In fact, putting possessions into a box and taping it shut feels a lot like nailing down a coffin.

I will cry all the way to my life. But really, there’s no greater satisfaction than knowing that I behaved like an adult. Chances are I will be a little taken aback by my civility, and make others days bad.

The important thing for me now is move on and start over with a life uncluttered by others. It’s time to make room for others for a better tomorrow!

I'm Nobody But Myself

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.

I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with that I am nobody but myself.

The life of every man is a diary in which he means to write one story, and writes another. To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting.

The great majority of us are required to live a life of constant duplicity. Your health is bound to be affected if, day after day, you say the opposite of what you feel, if you grovel before what you dislike, and rejoice at what brings you nothing but misfortune.

Almost every man wastes part of his life in attempts to display qualities which he does not possess, and to gain applause which he cannot keep.

Today, I think of life itself now as a wonderful play that I’ve written for myself, and so my purpose is to have the utmost fun playing my part. I’m learning too… be what you are, and learn to resign with a good grace all that you are not.

I am much better employed from every point of view, when I live solely for my own satisfaction, than when I begin to worry about the world. The world frightens me, and a frightened man is no good for anything.

Do You Like Comments?

Seriously, I do. How about you? Because everybody gives comments about what you wrote and sometimes when I write something, I understand a lot, but when I read it aloud, people help me more with it.

I even enjoy reading people's comments when they disagree with me. It's a sickness, I know. Just be civilized and respect those who disagree with you, that's all I ask. Sometime it's even better than the movie because it makes you feel stuff.

I like finding out about details and facts in the blog comments. Like, all about the characters of a person and how they react on the things they agree or disagree, stuff like that.

I also always visit the websites of those who dare to venture out of the realm of "anonymous" and let me know who they really are.

However, an anonymous comment is always better than no comment. So, lurkers everywhere: “delurk!”

Who knows? We might even become blog friends. It's happened before.

Growth is the only Evidence of Life

If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it. That's what I use to believe.

At the same time you make me believe that it is not necessary to change. Survival is not mandatory. Just because everything is different doesn't mean anything has changed.

But today, I believe all changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what I leave behind me is a part of myself.

When I'm no longer able to change a situation, I challenged to change myself.

Without accepting the fact that everything changes, I cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for me to accept it. Because I cannot accept the truth of transience.

After all, what can we take on trust in this uncertain life? Happiness, greatness, pride - nothing is secure, nothing keeps.

Growth is the only evidence of life...

过年

年年岁岁花相依，岁岁年年人不同。

时光如水，岁月无痕，又是一年岁悄悄来临。回想过去一年里， 大事说大不大，小事说小不小。我失去了，也拥有了，认识了新事物，改变了我的生活，这些大概都能够让我载入我的人生的史册中吧。

小孩盼望长大，而成熟之人总是回忆着曾经年少无知的风情。三百多天的光阴，实在是太快了，恍然间一年随着飘落的飞雪轻盈的，悄悄的滑过去，没有任何痕迹。还不见收获多少，却在感慨中划上了句号。

日子匆匆从眼前流去，有些许遗憾，也有很多感悟。收获了一些并不认为值得的收获，也同样失去了一些永远找不回来的失去！

回想这些日子有欢笑有悲伤。家人依然是我永不搬迁的温暖堡垒，工作再忙但也获得应得的赏识。身边围绕的朋友来去却仍然贴心。而我的感情犹如一只迁徙的候鸟，展翅飞翔在蓝色的空中却不知归途。

也许自己对生活的期望过高，回首时惆怅多于快乐。平庸的日子，让自己多少有点黯然。一年里，快乐些许，惆怅些许。快乐与幸福本是联体，用手触摸成了遥不可及，伤心点点之后，心事散成了一片一片。

转头来的惆怅倒给自己寻找了孤独的机会，孤独相伴多了一份心的独白，读着一年中散在心的每个角落的心情，才发现身边是多么的绚丽多彩，而我， 却被自我的凄凉包裹着。

不要忘了最初的本心

心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。

自由

可不知道什么时候才能有自己的自由，我所知道的，我一直生活在别人的目光里。

在期盼中成长，努力证明自己的存在。但最后的最后，看似与生俱来的自信，却在成长过程中被磨练得消失无踪。 经过内心挣扎，我还是放弃了自己。我，终究没有自我。一个没有灵魂的躯壳，游走在红尘里，毫无意义的存在。

曾经对自己说过：我是我自己的，却触摸不到自己的灵魂，灵魂一路流浪，于是我便不能停泊。

我是谁？我来这个世界做什么？曾经无数次的考问过自己，可是依旧没有得到答案。迷茫的时候，不住询问，什么时候心才能自由？

佛经里记载“无生恋，无死怖，无佛求，无魔怖，是谓自在。自在不但没有形貌，更没有名字，没有处所，愈执着于自在，越发纷然丛杂，理绪不清。无在无不在，非离非不离，没佛即是佛。”

我被自己设置的迷障困住了。我不明白，我困惑，所以，我始终不自由。

或许，我是自由的，但在寻找的过程中，把自由给丢了。

我也不明白如我这样一个人，终究该以什么样的形式出现在人群中。

或者只能舍去皮囊，才能真正的自由吧。

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Speechless.....
Where to get all this toys?

I'm Sorry

In attempts to protect me, you hurt me with your own actions and words. Maybe these 25years saw you through to be a waste of your time, but I tried. I guess I'll never be good enough for you or who you've always intended me to be. Don't you see that I'm no longer chasing my own dream or hoping for what I truly desire. I'm fulfilling YOUR dreams, living through your mistakes. I am but your shadow. Speechless towards the way you treat me now, I just want to crawl away and hide. We are so near yet so far. Would you just take a look at me and see me for who I really am and not a shadow of what you are or what you want me to be? I've come so far, only to be disappointed by your words. I give up.

Hey Dad/Mum look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I'm wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't
Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing' alright

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Purpose at a time of Change

Hello out there. Thought I'd see if there are some real humanitarians out there interested in helping a person out.

I know there is a lot of heartache, troubles and woes out here in the world. I plan to do some big things about it. But right now I could use a hand myself. I am trying to put things in place to make a real contribution...to leave a legacy. I have the plans and the goals. I just need some startup cash.

If there is anyone out there who can sense something special just from this blog, I hope you contact me xD. I know it is time, but I don't know how to get started without cash or a sponsor. I will do my best and have been for years, but it seems that will take more than I have at this moment. And I feel as though opportunities are slipping by me everyday.

Anyone out there care?

圣诞节

看见到处都是圣诞节的摆设
圣诞节的气氛
提醒我们
一年一度的圣诞节来咯~

你们觉得圣诞节的定义是什么呢？

曾经有人问我说
为什么在乎圣诞节
为什么要庆祝？

我从来没有庆祝圣诞节
因为以前每一年的圣诞节我都是
平平淡淡的渡过

很无聊的说~

去年是我第一次庆祝圣诞节
我当时抱着满怀期望
想要一个浪漫愉快的圣诞节

可是

结果并不是我要的

可以说是失望吧？
浪漫又开心的圣诞
我倒没有试过

不知道你们有没有同感
我觉得啊～
圣诞节比情人节还要浪漫咧
可能是气氛的关系吧

总觉得圣诞节很浪漫的说~
就算是简简单单的约会都好
只要在圣诞的气氛下
一切都好像都很不一样～

啊。。如果是你
你会希望怎么渡过呢？

冬至

吃汤圆也是冬至的传统习俗。
“汤圆”是冬至必备的食品, 是一种用糯米粉制成的圆形甜品,“圆”意味着“团圆”“圆满”,冬至吃汤圆又叫“冬至团”。

民间有“吃了汤圆大一岁”之说。古人有诗云：“家家捣米做汤圆,知是明朝冬至天。”

冬至是一个内容丰富的节日,据传,冬至在历史上的周代是新年元旦,曾经是个很热闹的日子。 在今天仍有：吃了冬至夜饭长一岁的说法,俗称“添岁”。

祝福大家:冬至节快乐!!!!!

A Boring Life

Life is so boring
first off to bed and snoring

Wake up, comb up and dress up
off to work, only to mess up

One o’ clock, time for lunch
where you only have time to munch

Back to routine work
only to face the boss who is a jerk

When I wonder will five o’clock come
cos’ that’s the time to be home

Home? Oh to the same old house of mine
going back home, waiting for dinner time

After that, TV time just sitting there
in front of the idiot box and stare and stare

Then what? But off to bed of course
and have my life restart its course

Round and round it goes…
When it will stop nobody knows.

Full House® Lifestyle Store and Cafe

This place has been the talking point of the town for quite sometime. How can I ever give this place a miss?

Straight to NZX Commercial Centre, a new hyped hangout area located in Ara Damansara. You might heard of this place similar to the one in Singapore called “Niu Ze Xui” in Mandarin or Ngau Zhe Shuey” in Cantonese. A concept of open-air commercial centre whereby you can shop, dine and exhibit events for people of all ages.

If you ain’t got no idea how to get to this place, fret not. It’s right opposite Kelana Jaya Putra LRT Station and before you reach Giant at LDP highway. Still not good enough? If you are so lost, watch his YouTube video map on how to go to NZX. So, if you still fail to reach this place, I suggest you make a u-turn, go back home and sleep. That’d be ideal.

Initially, the driving force for me to go to NZX is this Fullhouse Lifestyle Store and Cafe. At first glance, you’d probably think that why on earth that that there’s so many people flocking in a store that sells household decoratives. Why some are just sitting there and chatting?

There’s so many people that you even have to stand and queue before you can be seated. Fine, it was a night time, with some Disney Lantern Exhibition going on.

When you finally notice that some are even eating, then you will eventually realize this is a lifestyle store cum cafe. Indeed, Fullhouse shares this concept of dining with several options of household decoratives up for your grabs. I’ll have to say that most people come here for the environment nonetheless.

The interior design of the store is pretty much old school. It reminds me back to the days I watched those TVB drama houses, when the British still rule Hong Kong and when the Opium War has not ended.

Many types of house decorative items are sold in this store. Photo frames, candles, clocks, antique telephones and jugs. Nice to see, nice to hold. Once poisoned, considered broke (your wallet).

I’m particularly fascinated with these vintage telephones. It is the stylish 70s phone that I used to play around when I was still a small midget at my grandma’s house.

How about these marterpiece clocks?

Nah, don’t buy these clocks. It is not even working. I don’t understand the bird cage being left on the floor. Shouldn’t it be hanged somewhere else?

Christmas is round the corner. These decoratives are ideal for your house isn’t it? You can just sapu the whole cart back to your house and make your house full. Fullhouse!

Alright. Enough of silly craps. I’m here for the food, not to buy any decoratives. What do we have in the kitchen? Here’s the cutest menu booklet I’ve ever seen.

Cute isn’t it? The cover itself represents a thousand meaning of welcoming its guests.

My pick of the day - “Wok Sher Chicken Chop” @ RM15.90.

Basically it is a grilled chicken chop with a heavy taste of black pepper blended with raisins. Overall, the portion is small which comes together with mashed potato and slices of carrot. I pretty much did not like the taste as the heavy black pepper actually spoilt the sauce.

The taste’s so bad that I’ve to say the “black pepper taste” twice! Moto moto!~~~

Client’s order was much a better choice. The Gambery Spaghetti @ RM17.90.

Taste is fine, not too oily but moderate touch of ordinary spaghetti. Any Tom, Dick or Harry can cook this type of spaghetti. Again, selling at this price with such a small portion and only serving with 4 tiny shrimps, definitely not worth it. Imagine, a girl can complain that this serving is way too small, I can’t imagine if a guy ordered this. Sure TULAN like this mad King Kong.

Things start to get better with their beverage. This Peppermint Chocolate Ice Blended @ RM6.90 is pretty much out of the ordinary. I never thought the peppermint could blend so well without covering much of the chocolatey taste. Verdict: Cool drink, definitely my favourite.

Client’s choice was this Lavender Peppermint Tea @ RM4.90. I don’t know why but I can’t stand the lavender taste in a drink. For some people, it tastes really refreshing. For me, it tastes like a detergent soaked inside tea leaves Wahahahaha… Mr Yong(Client) liked it, so it doesn’t really matter for me.

Fullhouse’s concept of lifestyle store and cafe absolutely caught my eyes at first sight. But considering the price, I’d suggest you guys go there for lunch as they have a few set lunch ranging from RM10.90 to RM15.90 which comes together with an entree, ice cream as dessert and ice lemon tea. Additional RM1 will be charged for soup of the day together with the set lunch.

Cheers~!

Car Progress after Crashed - Part 2 -

Is being a month+- after the crashed, let's update the progress of car.

Are You Responsible Enough?

What are we responsible for in this world? Well, let’s see...1st we have to trace back from the source of our existence which is our very own parents. Without them, of course we will not be born in this world. When they grow old, we as sons and daughters will have to take care of them. In today’s society, taking care does not mean just taking care. It also involves cash. Especially when they reach an old age and their health starts to deteriorate.

When their health starts to need medical attention, of course large amount of money is needed to take care and nurse them back to health. I know many of you will suggest the idea of having an insurance coverage or a medical card but that also involves cost. We have to bear in mind as well that not every aspect and sicknesses are covered. Naturally, the more the insurance covers, the higher the monthly payment for the plan. So, are we really prepared to take care of them as how they took care of us when we were young?

From where I see, based on today’s working salary, cost of living, inflation rate and other miscellaneous factors, we will not be able to give the best to our parents. This really bothers me as it makes me feel like I am helpless to care for them. Imagine when your parents meets with an emergency and being sent to a hospital then when they were about to admit them into the hospital, you are not able to pay the bill. Hence they will transfer them to the government hospitals which service of course not good as the private ones.

I understand as well the government is doing their best to improve the facilities but due to higher amount of demand in the hospitals will result in more time taken to wait to be treated. In emergency cases, even 1 second will determine life and death. Having this thought in my mind, seeing my very own parents suffer due to my lack of ability to find money really provokes me. I feel like a total loser not being able to save my own parents when they really need me.

No NO more. I will not just stay here and let things be as they are. I will not stand still and watch them suffer anymore. I swear that I will take full responsibility of my very own family. I am tired of working and being barely to earn enough to support myself. I had been working for almost 5 years and I don't even posses the ability to take care of my family when they need me the most. Working is definitely not the answer here.

我是神经病 ……

不知道该说什么
也不知道现在是什么感受
感觉脑子里一切都是乱的
我讨厌这样的自己
却无力去改变
朋友一直都说我很冷静列
我不是什么都无所谓的吗

是我多愁善感了么
感觉有好多东西都想说出来
想发泄出来
但我写的时候我才发现我什么都写不出来了
也不知道从何写起了
这样写出来的东西，乱七八糟的
连我自己看了都不解
乱七八糟的，就象我的生活一样，也是如此
好模糊，好模糊
好乱,好乱
现在的我真的不知道怎么了
我好像“神经病”

是么?

人生的无奈。。。

人生，就好比是一个大舞台，我们每个人，都是一名好演员，无非是分别扮演的角色不同。有名角，也有丑角，有正面，也有反面，在现实生活中也一样，有幸福同时也有痛苦，有欢乐就会有悲伤，有情感就会有烦恼，有得到更会有放弃，有希望就会有失望，还有，很多、很多的无奈、无奈…

有很多的东西是美好的, 但不能人人都能拥有
那就是金钱...

有很多的奢望让人羡慕, 但只能望而止步
那就是人格...

有很多现实的生活让人向往, 但只能去奋斗
那就是目标有很多...

自己爱的人不能相依相偎, 但只能相思相恋
那就是错过...

有很多有情人不能终身牵手, 但只能苦苦的思念
那就是遗憾...

有很多的爱意无法表达, 但只能隐藏在心里
那就是暗恋...

有很多走错的路不能从头再来, 但只能一错再错
那就是迷茫...

有很多的痛苦无法倾诉, 但只能去自我安慰
那就是隐痛...

有很多的美好生活在向我们招手, 但只能去努力奋斗
那就是拼搏...

有很多的缘分能相遇在一起, 但只能在心里沾沾自喜
那就是默契...

有很多的佳人不能归属自己所有, 但只能去偷偷的欣赏
那就是叹息...

朋友们！希望我们要珍惜自己所能够拥有的东西，要精心经营好自己的人生，尤其是在现实生活中，要胸怀大度，坦然的去面对生活中的每一件事，和善的对待周围的每一个人，幸福的过好每一天，愉快的度过每一时，把开心融入到分分秒秒，只有这样，我们才不会感到有太多、太多的遗憾……

Movies that I want to watch on - December -

Twilight

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern day love story between a vampire and a human.
Don't know how is the story line... should be a nice movie?!

IGOR

BOLT

I Loves Cartoon Movie on BIG Screen!!! Cartoons can help me to release my tensions...So anyone want to watch with me? I believed you all will enjoy this 2 movies! -.-" I don't want to watch it alone! Please SMS me?! Anyone? xD

Quarantine

Was thinking to watch this movie before it release...but then still haven't go watch it due to no people want to accompany me :( *So Sad*
If can't get anyone to watch with me then I'll gonna miss it! -.-"
I wonder Why all said is cruel and horrible?!
Go watching it alone then feel like a sohai... -.-"

Failure

What is failure?
Who determines that you are a failure?
What can you do to overcome failure?
At which point in life when you fail then only you can be considered a failure?
Is it during your younger years of education?
Is it during your teenage years of education?
Is it during your life after graduation?
Is it during your working life?
Is it when you break up with someone important in your life?
What happens when you failed in one of the above period in life?
What happens when you failed in all of the above in life?
What will you do in order to continue on the next step in life?
So many questions arise about this topic yet no answer is certain.
After so many questions i raised above, is there even such a thing such as failure?
Well in my opinion NO one in this world deserves to judge us as failures.
Not our parents, siblings,teachers, bosses, friends, loved one or anyone besides you and only you yourself. Think about it..this is your life and what you do is all depends on you.
So what if you did failed at any point in life?
So what if you didn't make in through high school?
So what if you had been rejected by any organisation be it educational, the working sector or even in a relationship?
It all comes down to you and you yourself.
There are so many obstacles in the walk of life.
When you did badly in something, there will be many people who will try to halt your progress in life so that they themself will be able to rise to the top.
If you give up on yourself, you will only comply to the person's desire to see you fall.
Who doesn't want to rise to the top?
Who doesn't want to succeed in life?
My friends, life is all about success and only those who succeed will be able to achieve happiness and share those happiness with their loved ones.
Now the question is
"Will you give up along the way and let all the runners get by you in life?",
"Will you let others look down upon you in the social life hierarchy?" ,
"Will you let those who you love live in poverty?",
"Will you allow your loved ones to be taken care of others because you do not possess the ability to give the best to take care of them?"
Well i believe we all know what the answer for this and no further elaboration is needed for this.
So get up when you fall down!
No one in this world was born on top at the peak of success.
We only got one and only one life.
And you, yes you are the only person who decide how you are going to live this.
Choose to be always be kicked down and cry in the corner or stand up and face the coming challenge head on and get to the top.
And remember there is no such thing as failure!

Car Progress after Crashed

When My Car get out from Workshop? -.-"
Is being 2 weeks my car send to workshop.

Just Share Share with You all....*Speechless* + *Heart Pain*

Found Your Soulmate?

Soul mate..
Is there such a things as soul mate in this world? Do you think that god had already arranged a person for everyone in this world? Or must each and everyone of us must work hard to find the most suitable and compatible person in our life? Can you say that if a couple finally married, they have found their soul mate? Then how can you explain divorce cases that follows after that?

Humans are very complicated beings. Why u may ask? This is because of one thing which also makes us unique and special as well which is FEELINGS. Feelings for someone can be so special at times but it could change just like that. When this happens, the situation will turn ugly. breakups will happen,argument arise, backstabbing occurs,betrayal from the relationship all will happen.

But who can we really blame? Can we blame the person who's feelings change? Is there any logic that can control feelings? Of course there is no way to control them. Well at 1st I really do not understand why do people always betray their partner in a relationship, having 3rd party, having affairs and etc..but now I finally understand.

Hence I do not blame anyone for this. Its just who we are as humans. So in my opinion the word soul mate does not exist in this world. As sweet as the word may seem, this word is same as the word FOREVER. As much as we want every sweet moment to last forever, it doesn't.

The world is a cold place.That is why finding a right partner in life is the best achievement anyone can ever have.To be honest.There is still some part of my heart that believes there is someone out there specially made for every single soul. Will the person ever arrive? Only time can tell...

The Perfect BOYFRIEND

Well, this is a topic that had been in debate for quite some time.
Is there such a thing as a perfect BOYFRIEND?

Well, if you encountered the question the 1st time, I know that most of the people will say that there is no such thing as a perfect person in this world. Agreed?

Well, its true that there is no person that is perfect.
So let me rephrase back the topic above so that others will get a better understanding of the case.

What I am trying to emphasize here is that not trying to be perfect but just to try the best to make sure that the relationship comes to a success. I believe all girls will want to marry the best man that she can find in life right? Even guys will try to marry the best girl that they can find.

Hence from what I had observed throughout my life, that those who knows how to get in a relationship and maintaining it is the best. Many people are just able to get in a relationship but maintaining it is not achievable, that is where you hear many break up stories out there.

From what I had heard around, especially from friends and experienced people is that characters that a girl looks for in a man are, charisma, career, financial, confidence, independent, sense of humour, romance and the heart it self.

There are many points that I can see above and researching them will take some time.
Hmm..I guess thats what makes it interesting. Well got to go now.
More updates later on.
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Stay tuned

I'm Tired

Life is so tiring, don't you think so? As working person, we have to work 8 hours a day just to get payed at the end of the month. As a student, we had to study, do assignments and sit for exams to earn that pointer to pass the certain subject. You see, its a never ending procedure which happens everyday once dawn break till the sun sets in.By the time you wake up in the morning, it starts all over again.

It seems that we are bounded by this routine which happens everyday in our life. we are all like trap in a rat race running in circles doing the same thing over and over again. Some of us even got used to this routine till they are immune and do it until the very day they close their eyes. This keeps me wondering, "is life really that boring and tiring? Is there a certain way out of this tiring maze?"

Last night, when I was sitting down alone pondering on this, I came to a conclusion that instead of doing the same thing everyday which everyone does, I need to do something different or else I would end up being trapped like them forever in this rat race. It would be endless doing the same thing over and over again. Already this is tiring me. 15 years of studying and almost 5 years of working brings me to a stand which concludes that what I am doing now is never ending.hence a solution must be thought and it must be thought fast.

What must I do differently from others that can get me out of this race? Why are others not doing it? Why do they choose to remain here? What will happen if they fail to do what they wanted? Are the consequences really that bad that they decide to just stick with a job? all these questions continue to flood my brain as I give this thought a while to explore my mind. I know time is almost up and I need to act fast now. The time is now.

the race of life is just about to begin and I am still here at the starting line, unsure on where to go.i know I must be doing something differently but do not know what. That's the only problem that i have now. well, tonight I will have to continue my daily routine as well. it can't be helped because I haven't found a way out of this mess.

I guess its OK to continue working as for now. times are tough right now and I know that having a job is already considered a blessing. Although this job is very tiring both mentally and physically, it earns quite a good amount for my age and academic qualification at the moment. But this is not what I am satisfied with, as I am going to find my exit out of this rat race. You just wait and see~