Monday 24 August 2009

感触

有人问,
一个人生活不闷吗?
一个人不寂寞吗?
为什么不要找个女朋友呢?

我觉得既然自己没有心里准备还是不要浪费大家的时间吧。。。
不是我不想被一个人看着,而是我觉得既然我的心放不了在感情上,为何还要让大家辛苦?

我承认有时候我真的好寂寞。。。一个人吃饭,一个人躲在家里看戏,一个人出外走走。。。
但是,我倒觉得一个人的不需要顾虑到什么。好比如说:要吃什么?看什么戏?去那里shopping的。

一个人要吃什么就吃什么,要看什么戏就看什么,去哪就去哪。。不需要顾虑到身边的。。。
或许,有人认为我还放不下以前的她。。。放不下已经发生的事情。。。都快要一年了!

我并没什么放不下的,只是觉得感情这个东西我还不太了解。。。我承认事情的发生真的好像站在高处的我跌下了万丈深渊,跌到了谷底连一线的光也看不见。。。它让我好害怕,好害怕!

我会羡慕当看见一对情侣恩爱的牵着小手。。但是我认为寂寞的我还是寂寞的生活吧。。。感情游戏我还玩不起,也觉得好累。。。

Monday 17 August 2009

双子座的背影

总是很难从他们的神色辨别喜怒哀怨,似乎早就带上了一层面具,笼罩着,许多年。
成了生命的一部分,摘不下来,他们其实是无害的,却也总是假情假意的,根本失去了真诚的可能。
也许,唯一还有迹可循的,就是背影。

只可惜,生命中的那些背影,渐渐淡了,渐渐散了。
只留下一个伫立窗前的背影,没有快乐,凝视窗外的背影,更是永远悲伤。
分不开的悲伤,分不开的背影,也是分不开的人。
双子太虚伪或者太傻,头也不回地离开,没有任何表情,甚至残忍的微笑着离开,却留给别人一个意味深长的背影。

遗忘了彼此,却还有血色残阳映照的影子。

Monday 10 August 2009

如果选错了,还有没有回头路?

如果选错了,还有没有回头路?
我相信大家都会问过自己,对吗?

有人说,当然可以!没有所谓的太迟,错了就改!
有人说,有!可以 U - Turn!
你们认为对吗?

但是也有人说,人生没有Take 2,错了就没得回头!
你们认为呢?

我认为,错了就是错了!要积极地面对。没有所谓的回头路,人生只有向前走,没有人可以往后退!Wrong is wrong, when thing get broken there will be a crack, even how you stick it back, the crack won't be disappear, cannot turn back to original condition. What can we do is think wisely before we do any decision to prevent the mistake.

Sunday 9 August 2009

Missing my day

What a long time I didn't go for clubbing already...
What a poor Desmond, No one invite him.
Anyway Is good also..less alcohol and save money!

Teh Tarik time also no more recently....Always work, stay home and sleep... no more outing...

It also tell, I'm getting less and less friends in my life...
Nah... friendship thing always that bad for me to handle...

LoL....

After some days

Updating my blog is getting less recently, due to no topic in my head xD

Got a good rest on this weekends. Thinking how to do well on my work, and also thinking why so long the bank still haven't come back to me about the loan for my new car?

almost 1 month already -.-" I wonder this kind of services can survive in this trade zone?
Nah... don't care, as long as the loan can be done before the car arrive and I can save more money since they give lower interest rate.

cheer :P

p/s: 无所事事,无无聊聊,过了一天。。。。

Wednesday 5 August 2009

I'm a Free Man

Just back from Duta High Court to settle off my case.

Finally, the whole process is done for my case and I here to proud announce " I'm a Free Man ".
Anyway, My title is single again, because the case called " Pembatalan Perkahwinan ".

Thanks god.. Finally, I settled this case taken around 10 months.
Thanks to her to dump me away and gave me such an experience!