Should I ?

Where should I go?
What should I do?

This 2 questions keep spinning in my mind...
Sometimes its make me can't breath...

Should I back to the place where I came from?
Should I continue my study?
Should I change my job and what job I actually likes to do?

I'm actually thinking all this before 2009 until now
Still no answer from me, I just can't get an answer!

Well, I going to jobless soon
Anyway, this is what I expected from me before Chinese new year.

My road of life is so bumpy
Never get smooth after I came out to society
Where is my shining path?
I feel like I'm walking into dark
Deeper and deeper...
More and more narrow...

Who can tell me which way I should go? and what I should do?